..and the world makes sense again ü

2003-04-29T19:59:00.000-07:00

its uppp...its upppp!!! you can change ur links noooooww!!! :) click here to view my site. wee! and do sign the gbook. tankshoo!

2003-04-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

on second thoughts.. dont view -slash- change the url muna. hehehe. it's still not fixed. wahahah!

2003-04-28T21:02:00.000-07:00

adios blogger! finally, after a month of workin on my homepage..i get to upload it. yayness! though ima still use this --if ever iont like it there-- so don't remove this url in ur links. newai, click here to view my hp. anwayz, in about 72 hours.. pls do change the url in ur links from this to this thankyouverymuch. :)

2003-04-27T18:46:00.000-07:00

gooodd moorrninggg wooorrlldd!!! :)) im happy-- aint it obvious? heehee! yesterday was a blassst! *hOps til eternal* b went here around 7a. yadda yadda. we ate breakfast at jabi. bwabwbawa! ey ey.. i really liked the s0fa thingie *looks at b* haha! newai, mom scared me by getting my bag [without me knowing, of course] b asked me where by bag was and so yea..i panicked.. urk! MOVING ON.. twas a 2 hour drive and yea.. my butt felt numb after the trip. hahaha! we got there around 9:20a. hmm.. otay so here's what happened: we went to the museum sheyat of the escudero's... took the carabao *LOOKS AT B* cart ride going to the resort... went swimming with b, my ahia, and maryann. [ohh fun, fun, funnnnnn!!!!!!].. went to the man made waterfall sheyat and ate lunch there.. [nice :) mi layki! hehe].. went back up to try the raft thingie.. [we had to stop though because b dint like the smell of his lifevest. hahaha! so coño].. after that, we ate ice cream and then decided to go for a swim again-- b & i. [ahia & maryann played billiards.] after that, took a bath.. got dressed.. went to the restaurant to watch the cultural show [urk] and then twas byebye time for us. we took the carabao cart ride again and then there u go.. another long drive, sheesh! so anyway, the 5 of us heard mass at filinvest and then ate dinner afterwards. we were supp0sed to watch johnny english but then.. ahia remembered he had to do something so it got cancelled. pfffft! yadda yadda.. b left the house around 8p and then twas niteynite for me. hehe!

before i forget....

i love you babyyy soooo muuucchh!!! may you have more birthdays to come. ;) sorry i can't be there. =\ i promise to make it up to you though. take care okaaay? :) *mwah*

and so yea... after greeting my b.. g0tz to post sum pix0es taken from the trip.

2003-04-26T00:38:00.000-07:00

wawwwi!!! :) *kisses b til eternal* bwabwbawa! shoo awei haters n fakkars

2003-04-25T22:00:00.000-07:00

ayowayoo! :) heehee washup world? yesterday, i watched anger management and johnny english with b, therese, and d0nn. yiii double dateee!!! *winko at donn n tetet* hahaha playin u two. heehee. i wuna watch it agaaain..iont mind payin. hahahaha! funny sheyat. i couldnt stop laughing and yea, b could attest to that. bwabwa. ima get a dvd copy of both movies. yayness!!! i can't wait. heehee! [okay, im laughing by myself here. hahaha! anyone care to join me?] ho-hum. tetet and donn left pretty early though so after watching johnny english, b and i ate at cafe bret0n. *yumyum* :)) after that, he brought me home na. la di da.. i wuna watch bruce almighty [did i get that right?] and charlies angels. *looks at her wallet-- shux.. hella empty. bwabwa* awwww.. i almost forgot.. i wuna watch piglets BIG movie also. *pretty please baby??? hahaha* urk.

this morning, i went to the clubhouse here in alabang hills for the nbi clearance thingie. i think ish for the immigrant visa. theyre already working on it. *gulp* newai, after that.. we went to atc to buy sumfin for my dad's friend and for my dad naren. he bought shirts from lacoste. iono why but i find that store dull. iont see the point of buying clothes there. (1) its expensive. (2) no fashion sense (3) for oldies only. she-heesh. dad asked me if i wuna buy something from that store.. i went: iiw dad. its just not for me. ill bring you to some other store nalang so you could buy me something [for a much much much lower price] and then he goes: ay wag na anak. tinatamad ako maglakad GRRR!! *breathes* okaiii nvm! teehee! =\ oh well.. after that, we ate lunch at fridays. i wanted to eat at cpk but twas closed. *pouts* anywayz, tonight, my friend's g0na sleep here and then tom morning.. were gon' go to villa escudero with my mom, ahia, and of course.. b. yay! im excited. :) gotz to go.

ow ow ow before i forget.. "d0wn to mem0ry lane"-- part2, y'all. :)

2003-04-24T19:13:00.000-07:00

*yaWn* morning morning evewiwun. where to start, where to start? *thinkthink* wokai. i was out yestie morning. blah. around 11:30a, we went back to my house to get dressed and also, to pick up maryann. we then went to festi and atc. after buying some thingiemajiggies.. we went to taft to pick up my ahia and then off to glorietta. sho-ho-ppi-hing. ow yes! :) after that, we we went back to atc to play billiards. can i jus tell you? la di da-- i sucked!-- okay back to the bright side y'all.. heehee. [yes yes i know..i need more practice. its been long since i last played a serious game of billiards. thas why yestie.. my ahia kept teasing me.. tellin me iont have a future no more. bullshit. wehehe] anywayyy, we left the mall around 4p.. brought maryann home.. got dressed for trumpets.. went to ate mariska's house to pick her up.. and then off to shang. yadda yadda. twas a bit traffic. bla bla. got there around 6p. met up with jobo. bought ice cweam @ dairy queen. *hops til eternal* twasnt that good though. watched the first part of what a girl wants.. and then went separate ways around 7:15p. *bow*

moving on to the second part, heehee-- i had fun last night. the steps were awesome. =)) hard yet aliw. we tried dancing b0th songs-- hot in here [half of it] and jenny from the block [half also] and deng.. so i thought it was going to be chicken sheyat.. heehee! we never expected it to be that difficult. by the time u reach the end part of the first song.. u'll be grasping for air and wishing the show to be over soon. *hOp hOp* but what the heck? mi layki the steps so muchi. *smilez* hahaha! owkai.. off to the third part. bwabwa...

we [me, prinnie, crystal, anne, and kel] talked about superstar [the movie in hbo] last night. hahahaha! funny piece of crap. bwabwa! i think the convoe started when we had the grouping ek ek and all the other groups had 5 members while our group only had 4.. i did the "superstar" thingie and then prinnie started laughing. she was like "omg.. i love that movie." yadda yadda and so yea.. we started making fun of the freak from superstar. weehee! [i wuna watch that again.] oh well.. i had a blast. =) *breathes*

and for the fourth part-- err..iono? hahaha! whatever. :) next wk, were going to learn the steps for like i love you. i can't wait :) hmm.. omigosh.. before i forget.. hahahahaha! weee! im going to villa escudero [whatever way u spell it] with b this sunday! *hOpSiDayZie* mom was nice enuff to invite him. weehee [thank you mommy] although b doesnt like the idea of being in a whole day tour kind of sheyat.. urk! he agreed to go. [HAHA.. bleh!] think of it this way baby.. its sort of like a resort... only, they have cultural shows and shit. HAHA! *oOmph* ahahaha funny. ohh welll.. what else? im going to the mall later with b, maryann, therese, cher&jop (?), and hopefully.. aiban&pete. so yea there. ciaoness. bwabwa! *hits the fl0or*

2003-04-22T22:19:00.000-07:00

ayow! :) today is peachy and oh so sunshiney, wee! though i cant really feel my arms and legs, uont see me frowning. heh. haha! last night.. me, anne, crystal, and a bunch of girls were complaining bout the steps. unfortunately, we couldnt keep up with the other pe0pz. hahaha! *uhh to what class d0 we belong again? urkkkk* anyhooie.. it was fun fun fun. everytime we'd forget the steps or the counting or something to that effect, we'd joke about it and whack each other silly. its funny how we try so damn hard to keep up with the group. oOh the rush. lmao! anne, the hyperest uv 'em all [as we like to call it. haha] kept mimicking our classmates and the way they execute the steps. *hits the fl0or* errrm.. ca-ant sto-op la-ugh-ghingggg... HAHA! *oOmph* newaii.. we had a hard time memorizing the steps because bong already taught us the steps during the audition. naturally, we thought that it would be to our advantage. urk, well..think again. he revised it so that someone would actually make it to the advance class. heh. [good thing i dint go thru that] to think the steps that time were so fwikkin hard. ho-hum. so yea, when rene taught us the original steps last night.. we got confused. mixup, pffft.. daym! la di da.. moving on..

supp0sedly, ima go out with my crew today but then..change of plans. maryann [my friend from new york] wont be able to make it and jobo said he wont go nalang if late pa makakaalis so there.. i decided to cancel the gimick, bum around the house, and talk to b instead. newai, as i was waiting for my boyfriend to come home from school, i received a text msg from him saying that his friends already bought him a ticket for the next show in megamall so teehee.. guess im stuck here at home, with absolutely nothing to do. =\ *okaay.. can't find the sunshiney side on this scenari0* hmmm.. wokai.. what to do, what to do? err.. i knoww.. ill jus keep myself busy, thas right. uhh hol up.. can somebody PLEASE teach me how to do that again? pffft. the lovely smell of sarcasm. am i starting to amuse anyone? raise yer left hand. *sigh* im a bit pissed. =c i mean.. she couldve said sumfin about not being able to make it on time or sumfin like that so as to not put my hopes up [and my crew as well.. we've been wanting to go out since the start of vacation. sheesh. thas how pathetic we are. i mean, we dont get to go out anymore as a crew. s'either one of us is busy or out or whatfuckinever. i mean.. we do go out, occasionally... but err.. u get me right? bah! anyway.. we already planned everything this morning and gee whiz.. she had to ruin it all by going to manila with her aunt. {mind u.. she did not tell me} i say double pfft to that. is it jus me or am i really moody today?] leche. someone save my ass. i am bored. lemme jus put a stress on that.. i am bored! grr! *think of it this way rach, u havent seen her for a verrry, VERY long time--and now that she's here.. u could actually kick it with her for two whole weeks. la di da. gee, my face hurts when i smile. =| newai, for a warm start.. were planning to take her out prolly tom or this friday to iono where the hell n shit like that. also, were planning to bring her to ek, if time [and if mom] permits.. to the beach or sumfin and go clubbing prolly next wk. along with that of course, i still have streetdancing lessons so yea.. tight sched. urk. hope everything turns out well. [err i have a funny feeling we wont be able to do all of that in jus two weeks or less. bah-hum-bug!] im outie. gotta practice the steps so i wont look stupid tom. hahaha! *bonks anne and crystal* yoo lazy ass gaga's. [again-- as we like to call ourselves. haha! were always sitting pretty, doing nothing, and mocking some freaks of nature during breaks while everyone is practicing the steps. haha!] toodles. woO.. thas pretty long *scrolls up* wee!

2003-04-21T17:25:00.000-07:00

urk. hey hey. *all splochy n shit* anyway... i think i woke up 0n the wrong side of the bed. =( bah-hum-bug!

on the peachy side.. my other bestfriend, maryann, arrived from new york lasnytttt. omg omg omg how could i have been so stupidd?? well.. NO ONE TOLD ME SO HECK CAN U BLAME ME FOR NOT GOING TO HER HOUSEEE??? *oOmph* i am so exciteddd! weee! heh! ciao y'all. gotta bathe and see her foreal. HAHA. *hops back to the dark side and into her quiet shell* *toinkies*

2003-04-20T23:50:00.000-07:00

heyyyhooo!!! :) out of boredom.. i decided to browse through my files and weehee.. i f0und these pictures. check 'em out. =) ***awww.. i miss my friends.. i miss high school.. =\ newai.. down to memory lane y'all. ü

2003-04-20T17:57:00.000-07:00

goood morningg sunnshinee!!! urk. g0od? im having a headache and i still consider this day a sunshiney one? lmao. well okay whatever. i got to talk to my bbb bef0re he left for school. *smilez* heehee. i miss him na. =\ awww.. i miss my hs friends narin hmm..wuna go out.. wuna go outtt. bwabwa! erm..iono what to put. lmao. *thinkthink* la di da.

classes will resume tom. wee! due to the holy week thingie, we dint have classes last thursday. wuh-oh..i jus hope i still know the steps. hahaha! ahia taught me the steps f0r like i love you. its nice and at the same time hard. freak ass justin timberfuckinlake. heh! oh well. he wanted me to learn the steps in advance so i wont have a hard time mem0rizing 'em when b0ng teaches the steps. he said it took some time for him to mem0rize the whole sheyat so yea.. to sha ahia. :)

--currently listening to Feeling so good by j lo-- i wub this songgg. :)) its relaxing. a lil sumfin sumfin to brighten up a cloudy day, fasho!
well..whadyakn0e.. im running out of words? hahaha! *oOmph* later!

2003-04-19T02:24:00.000-07:00

wuna show u guys sumfin. iiiiw.

2003-04-19T02:16:00.000-07:00

today, i went to tagaytay with m0m, my ahia, and some of my cuzos. heehee. fuck the long driveeee dud. =\ urk. *cant feel my butt* sheyat. anyhooie, we left the h0use around 10a and got back around 3p. after eating lunch @ josephine(s) [urk..iono. bah wtvr] we decided to drop by pe0ple's park a.k.a palace in the sky. [ehy? thas what my uncle said.] on our way to the place, i had a mild attack so yea.. u guessed it right buck0.. instead of going there, we decided to cancel all our plans and go home instead. [i needed to rest anywayz.] *oOmph* so there. got absolutely nufin to do. as usual. b's doing something. la di da. nowuns online and urk.. my back hurts like hell. what else? ermm..iono.. ima plug nalang.

tita ays has a new bl0g. go visit mkei? :) *hOpneSs*

weehee.. thas all i guess? hahahaha! ciao!

2003-04-18T04:58:00.000-07:00

para sa ikatutuwa ng isang tao diyan.. *ho hum* ako' magsasalita sa deretsong tagalog. ayun. wala naman masyadong nangyari ngayon. nakaka bato. sobrang bagal pa tumakbo ng oras. para bang wala ng katapusan. saksakan pa ng init. lintek naman oh! kanina, nanood ako ng coming to america nakakatawaobra. isa yan sa mga pinaka paborito kong palabas. [kami pala ng kapatid ko] wahaha! ayun wala lang. wala akong masabi.

bukas ay pupunta ako kasama ang aking inay at kapatid sa tagaytay upang magpalamig. maraming salamat naman at maiiba naman ang aking makikita. sawang sawa na ako na makita ang apat na sulok ng aming munting bahay. o siya.. sa ngayon.. iyan lamang ang aking maisasabi. siguro, magdadagdag nalang ako pag mayroong katuwa-tuwang nanyari sa aking walang kwentang buhay. paalam. ---may napasaya ba ako ngayon??? =)

2003-04-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

pffftt.. its still not pantay. fakkar! i am getting pissed. heehee. anyway, whatfuckinever. heehee. its so hot. =\ erm.. thas all. hahaha

2003-04-17T05:30:00.000-07:00

helllooo worrldddd!! :) and so i blog again. urk, okay? hahaha whatever :) newaai.. i had the time of my life chatting with my bestest friends in the wholee wideee woorrrldd! ate kat, apol, and of course.. my baby. :) weehee! hrm... i wanna watch anger management soooo badddd!!!!! =\ *oOmph* care to take me to the movies..ermm.. prolly this weekend? HAHA kidding.

erm.. if you have the time [yuck drama. hahaha] maybe you would wanna visit my umm..other, sort of like 'blog shiat for my boyfwen" hahahaha *bOinkies* click here. it could get nasty. wahah lemme correct that. it could get mushy so scram if uonlike it. im not forcing you to visit the site g0hdammet. its still a bit magulo so umm yea there. ima fix that prolly tom. hee! *hOp hOp hoP* byeo!

2003-04-16T20:53:00.000-07:00

woke up around 6:45a. *urk* we went church h0pping. hahaha [okay, somebody slap me with a spoon. wahahahaha] twas okay. a bit hot but umm-- sacrifice. :) iont have anything to say. *tOinkies* errm..maybe later. ciao!

2003-04-16T07:39:00.000-07:00

went to the mall to eat dinner with mumzeeh and my ahia. :) mommy bought me a new swimwear. haha. its cute. xcept for the fact that iont think ima be able to wear that. (1) iont got the body (2) iont got the body and (3) iont got the body. pffft! also, b might g0 ballisitc if i wear that. HAHA! oh well. i like the colorrr. :) heehee! [owkai rach, pull urself together. *oOmph*] i wanna watch anger management. i really do. =\ maybe this weekend? maybe next week? urk..iono.

thas all for now. haha. im not really in the mood to blog. plus, i am chatting with b and apol. what could be better than that? *hOps til eternal* tc y'all. nanytee! :)

2003-04-14T19:43:00.000-07:00

good mownin world. [is it really good?] ANYWAYYYY... later this aftern0on, ima be going to shang --again-- for another tiring session of trumpets. hol up.. now, why the heck am i starting to sound as if ionlike what im doing? haha rewind and freeze>>. later this.. yadda yadda.... going to shang --YAY-- for another crazy but hella fun session of trumpets.. HEHE! THAS MORE I LIKE IT! hahahaha! [i am trying to amuse myself here so do the same thing] sighhh! moving on.. i've been kind of like in the rocks lately. iono why. =\ anyway.. its not good. it is chewing my ass bit by bit ykn0e. *kicks a can* God, help me.

--currently trying to reminisce-- i miss my friends. i really do. i need to see them soon :( i also miss being with ate kat and her cousin mar. i miss watching uaap games with them. *sigh* what the fuck is happening to me? this is s0rt of freaking me out. what else? errmm.. i miss wearing my hs unif0rm. HAHA. weird but true y'all. *oOmph* hell, i even miss some of my teachers and the way they go berserk. HAHA! okay.. nows the time f0r you to freehk out. bwabwabwa! [okay someone save my ass..i am running out of things to yapp about. teehee!] i want ice cream. *BOINK* newai.. i'll jus talk about what happened last night wokaaaaiiii??

~April 14,03. Monday. "Fri-fuckin-days!!!"
we ate dinner at fridays with ate mariska. fun, fun, fun. tho it was pretty quiet at first [that n0rmally happens whenever dad's around. haha!] but the three of us [me, my ahia, and ate mariska] started to l0osen up as soon as ahia mentioned the words just--&--married. LMAO. funny sheyat. mom was laughing her head off. she was like "kayo kayo lang nakanood non kayo kayo lang nakakarelate..kayo kayo lang rin nagtatawanan. weird" hahahaha! whatever. ;) ohwell.. so there u go. we had a blast! from just married.. we talked about coming to america [one of my fav0rites, i must say].. and then hot chiq. ow ow and how could i forget? heehee. THE ANIMAL and of course.. BEDAZZLED. God.. talk about crazy ass movies. hahahahaha! OWKAIII?!?!?!? i could honestly say:: i had fun trying t0 recall the funny parts. hihi. *sigh* billy madis0n.. and happy gilmore.. and big daddy.. and the wedding singer? hahahaha! daym! adam sandler is whack! *whackz herself up* rofl. *breathes heavily* so there u go. good food + good laugh = enuff to brighten sumwuns day. :) err.. night, rather. heehee.

la di da. thas all i guess? ima blog later when -slash- if [/me puts a stress on IF || haha okay.. did i jus use the /me sheyat? uhh okay? this IS freaky. lmao!] something interesting cumz up kk? tc y'all. =b [yayyy.. finally!! --a somewhat long entry. haha! *hOps til eternal* bwabwa!]

2003-04-13T22:18:00.000-07:00

time to change my playlissstttt. :)) heehee.

newai newai newaiii.. its still fwikkin hot. --currently chatting with apol and jobo-- err what to say? my dads planing to go to qc later to eat dinner. what else? b's gon kick it with the b0ys.. and prolly some chixoes [PFFFFT!] @ the mall. [and im stuck here at home. boohoo!] hahahahah! im such a loser. whatever. oh well.. have fun baby. ;)

what the heck is happening to me? my life is so dull. hahahah!

2003-04-13T00:50:00.000-07:00

its soo freaking hot. i am not fond of this. pffft. well of course along with the great heat c0mes the fact that some people could actually be t0o sensitive over the littlest of things. nhaymsayin? bah.. i think not. =\ i feeell soooooo.... gak! iono how to describe it. i cant even find the right w0rd for it. gee whiz! anywayy.. no ones online. [i need someone sensible to chat with] where the heck is apol? *tOinkies* erm... wattabawtch0o sunshoine? weryoOo at??? *oOmph* i gota get a life.

the heat is killing me, punyeta! =x urk.. ima cut this sh0rt ait? im not really in the mood to blog. SOMEONE SAVE MY SOUL FROM TOTAL BOREDOM. arghie!

2003-04-12T04:37:00.000-07:00

today, i went to the mall with jobo to watch kangar0o jack. hahaha funny shiat, i must say. anyway.. i was having the time of my life when teehee.. whatdy0ukn0e..?! i had a mild attack. pffft, bastardo! so much f0r a happy date with b. *deep sigh* oh well.. im okay now. *whew* err..err..i wanna watch just married again. hahahaa!

m0ving on to the sunshiney side.. i found a plastic bag on my bed when i got home. feeling excited and all, i opened the bag and saw the jacket i so so so wanted. hahaha! turns out, mom bought the jacket f0r me while i was out. yayness! thank you mommy! *mwah* okay okay.. erase that on my wishlist... *hOpSiDaYziE*

--currently chatting with majo and waiting for b to come home-- la di da. ayum bored. =x shee-heesh! oh oh oh i almost forgooott.. pls pls, do pray for apol. today is the big day. i think she is going to do a solo [or is it acappella?] number on a umm iono what the heck and where the heck but umm there u go. whatever. just pray for her. :) thankyouverymuch. hahaha! g0odluck pawtnah :) *huggles* alsooo.... pls pls pretty pls pray for my b. pray that he wont have any pr0blem with his final grade. again-- thankyou :) hmm thas all i guess? *hop hop hop* ciao evewiwun.

2003-04-10T23:48:00.000-07:00

dint get to blog lastnight. i was dead tired. neh0w, here goes nuthin..

~April 10, 03. Thursday. "Survivor"

that was one helluva sessi0n. *falls dead flat on the floor* the pain, the pain... its unbearable. =x can u imagine? girls doing the w0rm thingie on the floor and breakdancing as if theres no tomorrow? pfft. its a good thing bong decided to change the steps a bit lmao. well.. i guess its better than having t0 deal with the original steps. haha. im proud to say, i survived the 4th meeting. ROFL!

~April 11,03. Friday. "Bah!"

boring. thas all i can say. =\ oh and yes.. my body still hurts like hell. ow and one last thing.. pray for me okay? i can't really tell u why but umm im h0ping u'd include me in ur prayers. heh. thankyouverymuch. *deep sigh*

2003-04-09T06:51:00.000-07:00

us won over iraq-- f0real? still uncertain as of the moment. dont be too sure. that asswipe might be hiding somewhere. well on the other hand, the iraqi s0ldiers already turned against him so yea.. go bush. lmao. [got nothing to post. its a bit 0bvious donchu think?] errm.. --currently waiting for b to come home-- someone save my ass from total boredom. =| heehee! what else? pffffffffftt... im in paaaaaaaaain. GAKK!!!!! i am so not making sense here.

2003-04-08T22:33:00.000-07:00

my whole body hurts like hell. *oOmph* oh well. iono what to say. Lmao. where is sunshoine and apol? yuhhooooOOo! weryooo goiillss attt...? dumdidum. hmm.. i am so bored. i wanna go to the beach or sumfin. it is sooo freakin hot. watter... wattterrrr.. whiteee sannndddddddddddd!!!!! =\

lastnight, me and b went gprs-l0co. hahaha! we kept downloading polyphonic tones. [thank you for the url frances. :)] what else? urk.. iono. oh btw.. pix0e taken during ate mariska's birthday. [my ahia's howe]

l-r: ate mariska, jobo, me.

2003-04-07T17:53:00.000-07:00

i am such a happy poop right now. lmao. i was out with b yestie. tho theres nothing much to do in atc and festi, i'd have to say coolness. i hadd soo mucchh fun daym! hahahahahah! i was practically kilig the whole time. haha! newaaii.. we watched just married and a tiny part of chicago. [teehee. there g0es jobo's money {dot dot} out to the window and into the ticketlady's cashier. lmao.] anyhow, i really liked the latter wun. hahaha funny sheyat! ;) moving on.. we saw some of my friends @ foodch0ices. heh. i am missing on a lot of things. pfft. im such a loser, ydonchukillme. hahaha! playin. kidding aside, it's nice to be with them again. ;) pete was there [with aiban, of course. btw.. my bessies got a new haircut. well actually, she just cut her hair so she would have bangs. hahaha! asa ka pa bes e. newai, youre still pretty so yea, strut that shit n make pe0pz drool in ateneo. ;) nax. kn0ller turned lasallian turned atenean. wOo go kiCc it witol wadee. :) hahahaha!] tin and aimee and shitz were als0 there. heh. wawi. amishooooguyzz!!! *sniff* haha! pucha i sound pathetic. g0tta stop..gotta stop. *gets a hold of herself* rofl. after eating lunch, aiban and pete had to leave. so so sad. =\ so there... the 5 of us then went to efrens to play billiards. pucha.. is it just me? or do i really suck at it now? hahahahaha! iono how to play billiards anymore. =\ hahaha! tin watched me play yesti. funny, she asked me where the heck are my powers n why the fuck am i doing ala-hoy. [uhh okay? betchu cant relate t0 that one. heehee. go find out. ;)] i g0tta play that game more often to get back on the track. YUCK FEELING. hahahah! so there u go. b and i left after 2 games.. hol up..mind u.. 2 lame games of billiards. haha. [no offense to u b. ur so fwikkin g0od. ;) sorry na pfft! hahaha!] oh yea, before i f0rget..we also saw donn, mokee [thank u for holding my bag mokz. hahaha], cher, and johp. *hi-ho u guyz ;)* hey hey... do pray pray pray f0r my friend donn. he's s0on to hit the jackpot.. :) that be between me, jobo, and donn now so dont confuse. :) dumdidumdumdum. after meeting up with my friends.. we then went to my house to chill and l0osen up a bit. :) bla bla yadda yadda -fast f0rward- he left around 9:30p right b? *oOmph* thereyooouu goo! yayyy im dooonee!

baby: thank you. i had a wonderful time yesterday. i love you. *mwah*

2003-04-06T19:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPPYY MOONNTTHHSAAWEEEE BABYYYYY!!!!! *oOmph* weee! wubjoooooo!!!!!! ;)

anyway anyway anywaaayyy... iont got much to say. hrrmm... he's gona go hereeee! wee! and then we'll kick it sa mall after lunch or sumfin. or maybe we'll have lunch there. bah whatever. iont careee. im jus so so so so happy right now. im overly hyper. *tOinkies* hmmm mornin evewiwun. :) hahaha!

2003-04-06T05:39:00.000-07:00

pffftt...okay for some unknown reason...my last post dint appear on the blog itself. ahaha. too much posting--for today i assume. hahahaha! so anyway.. i added an0ther picture to the mi layki part. th0se gurlie gurls are [l-r] samantha, miranda, carrie, and charl0tte. theyre from my favwit sh0w sex and the city. heh. mi layki that sh0w so muchie. bwabwa! nuff sed. :)

2003-04-06T05:32:00.000-07:00

okay.. seriously.. this be my last post for today. hahahah! i added an0ther picture in the mi layki part. thas [l-r] samantha, miranda, carrie, and charl0tte. those gurlie gurls are from sex and the city. heehee mi layki that sh0w so muchie. bwabwa. *oOmph* nuff said.

2003-04-06T00:44:00.000-08:00

urk..im going cho-chop here. OWKAI.. this be my last post for today. he he! lmao! so there u go. things n pe0pz that i like. :) i love roxy. :) i guess thas a bit obvious. i like my old school-- De La Salle Zobel. [i miss z0beeel.. i miss my friends.. i miss my classmates.. fakkar, i even miss my teachers. lmao!] ;) i also like bubbles because she is sooo cute. ayayk babies and christmas. *deep sigh* and of course.. i like my friends. my barkada, that is. s0me of them arent in the picture tho. i cant seem to find a pic wherein all uv us are there so umm.. my deepest ap0logiez to the wunz missing in the pic. heehee. as for my b, sunshine and pawtnah, we still d0nt have a group pic so there. hihi. okay ima stop now.

2003-04-06T00:07:00.000-08:00

hmm i decided to put the umm pix0es uv me n my b. *points to the right* heh! those were mostly taken during the gradball. the first tw0 pix0es on the other hand were taken..erm.. after the orientation thingie in uap i think? so nehoo nehoo.. if ever he goes crazy because his face can be seen here in my blog.. ima delete it. easy as that. im jus trying this shit. see what b0redom does to you? shee-heesh! :)

2003-04-06T00:03:00.000-08:00

haha i decided to put the ummm pix0es there. *points to the right* so nehoo nehoo, if my b gets all cranky because his face can be seen in my blog..i'll rem0ve it. easy as that. haha! bah! i am so bored. -whines-

2003-04-05T23:22:00.000-08:00

is it jus me? or it is really, really, really hot -slash- boring? PUCHA! *kicks a can*

2003-04-05T23:07:00.000-08:00

what's taking him so long? urk. sigh.

2003-04-05T22:51:00.000-08:00

i am upset and bored and iono what else. pffft. whatfuckinever.

2003-04-05T22:47:00.000-08:00

i am so upset and bored and err iono what else. whatfuckinever. pfft.

2003-04-05T22:25:00.000-08:00

as i was browsing through the internet..i came across someone's blog. much to my surprise..we have the same template -slash- design -slash- layout. and to that... i have to say DOUBLE PFFFT! not that it's my own design or anything because in blogger, you can ch0ose any template u like. thas ur ch0ice and i sooo dont have the fwikkin right to stop you. but having almost the same design as mine? [except for the colors and the f0rmat.] with the self- description and pix0e and the musiq and all. pfft. that jus doesnt seem right. im sure u dont want others to copy ur work right? or maybe u dint copy it AT ALL? hrmm..that i do not know. newaaaii.. though i only edited the template sheyat, i still worked my ass out just to understand the fwikkin c0des n all. pfffft! i am so not fond of you. no matter how hard i try to look at ur template... it jus boils down to this:: we have a similar template and i personally believe that i was first. oh well.. this is a free country. do whatever you like.

[dot dot] pfffft. pati pala kebigan mo ganoon narin. punyeta!

2003-04-05T20:40:00.000-08:00

i woke up this morning with a huge smile plastered on my face. xcept for the fact that im itching. urk urk so anyway... i met up with jobo @ the park around 7:45. thinking that its g0ing to be cold, i wore my jacket. much to my surprise, when i got there.. the atmosphere wasnt cold AT ALL. heh! wawa mi. lmao! so newai, we stayed @ the park for an hour or so. went to d0max to buy sum food and then went back t0 the park. around 9p, we decided to go to my house na. yadda yadda yadda. he was soooooooooooooo sweeeeett!! *melts to death* rofl! la di da. he left around 10:40 and so there u go. i have nothing more to say. wahahahaha!

--currently chatting with apol. wala lang. hahahahaha! iono what to put e. hahaha! *wavEshi @ apol*--

2003-04-05T03:27:00.000-08:00

im soo happppyy immm soo haaapppyy b's coming overrrrrr jobo's coming overrrr WEEEEE!! yayness to death! bwabwabwa! tell a frrriennddddd... spreadd the good newsssss.. ima seeee b b b b tonighhhtt wuuuhhhoooo!! *hits the fl0or and breathes* HAHAHA uhh okay? im jus overly hyper tonight. iono why.. *jumps up and down* anyway anyway anyway, i read tita ays' blog. thank you for c0ngratulating me. heh. and s0rry super late na. i saw it jus now e. sowee sowee. wehehe!

b's coming overrrrr. *hOpSiDaYziE* weee. allritteeee. sumwun to keep me company. *boOteyShEika* hahahah! i wuna do a cartwheel. uhh okay? *stop* errrrmm... okay thas it i guess? hahaha! im jus waiting for him to call. bwabwabwa. dumdidum!

2003-04-05T00:29:00.000-08:00

to my friend:

im touched. i know most people cannot relate to whats been happening to us yes yes? im not sure if i should mention names so ummm.. you know who you are. :) as much as possible, i am trying to keep mum because the last time i mentioned someone's name here in my blog.. the person went ballistic and started cussing at me so there you go. haha! anyway, i do hope u understand. thank you. i mean.. i never really thought u'd be able to do that. then again, u dont have to say those things jus to prove that you are a real friend. u are so more than that. i felt relieved, knowing that u understand what i am going through. i am not saying that i was never wrong. but i think you know naman na his mind is too shallow to get what i am trying to point out ever since the break-up. sigh! i have to be honest, at one point.. i felt really sad. i somewhat got confused because of whats g0ing on. i am so sorry for that. =\ i thought i'd lose you over him. u remember the "take-over" thingie? i thought he was doing that to you too. i dont wanna get down to details because this is a public blog so if ever you have questions regarding that matter [iiww i sound so formal. haha. like for a business shit ye ye? hahah!] jus ask me in private or something okay okay? hmm... i mean, youre prime. i could honestly say that even if we dont see each other that much or i only met you once, our friendship is sumfin sumfin alrite. hehe. well yes, of course.. i have my barkada. but you, sunshoine and my b? u guys make my irc life peachy. you three put the capital G in good. heehee. okay what the heck? erm.. kidding aside, ive always felt secured.. knowing that you guys will be there to back me up--any time of the day. if i lose you [in a friendly way okay? dont confuse. haha. i am not bisexual or what. hahahaha! cos this may seem icky to you or to those reading my blog. bahh] because of all the fights and issues bet. me and him.. i really dont know what im gona do. so there.. thank you thank you partner..and i am so so so sorry for having felt that way in the past. =\ anyway, i hope you could find it in your heart to forgive me. HEY DUD IM SERIOUS OKAY? this happens only once in a bluemoon so yes.. pay attention. ahahaha! [woO all eyes on me now. i am the ultimate drama queen.. *pose for the camera* HAHA KIDDING!]

regarding ur friendship with the other party.. [yuck parang ano eh...wupsi wupsi *keeps mum* haha].. i am sorry if i ruined it in any way. i never meant to get in the way of anything. i promise. like ive said before... even if i sorta dont approve of him.. [being ur friend and all] if you guys click [in a friendly way].. its so so okay with me. i am not that selfish. sharing is good. :) wahah! what else?

on him wanting to take revenge: let him be. if he finds comfort and pleasure with that kind of thinking.. let him be. if he feels that he will be able to solve everything and shit..let him be. we cannot argue with a person like him. and to that, lemme jus put a stress on this::: a person who is way beyond bitter and who thinks highly of himself. let's just leave him alone.

as much as i want this person out of my life...i just cant. i dont think thas possible because hes part of my past. i once comitted a big mistake and that is:: i was so warped and even said yes to him. dont get me wrong. im sure he feels the same way for me. but what the heck? this is me. this is my life. i just dont care if he feels that way. we all make mistakes right? anyway.. one of the other reasons why i decided to make this letter for you is because i wanna thank you. why u may ask? for bringing jobo into my life. hehe. i mean.. i know the umm *wink0* past.. but uhh lets not get to that okay? hehehe. anyway. thank you for inviting me to #girls-in-blue and introducing me to jobo. if it wasnt for you.. siguro.. wala sha sa buhay ko. wehehe. i sound so serious. oh well. thank you thank you thank you.

hmm so i guess ima end it here. yabshu pawtnah. i wouldnt want any other pawtnah. and yes.. even if im faced with a million bux.. i wouldnt trade you for any other pawtnah. fuck them. :) im contented with you three. *bow* wehehehe!

2003-04-04T02:52:00.000-08:00

im so borrreedddd. *hits the fl0or* la di da! anyway anyway, i miss ate kat. =\ she called me this morning tho. [while working in the office. hahaha crazy sunshine. jus dont get caught by ur boss okaaaii? hihi] oh well. she said sumfin bout her new crush. lmao. goodluck ate kaaat! haha! jusss a wiittoooll sumfin that u should keep in mind.. as soon as he enters the picture... flash that sunshiney smile of yourz and go flip your haiiiirrr. that oughta knock his off his feet. haha! boooi am im happy for her. im not sure if im happy for me. lmao. allzahkn0wizz life's a bitch and then you die. thankyouverymuch.

2003-04-04T02:34:00.000-08:00

pffft. dont even get me started. ++Once a bitch, alwayz a bitch. right on. now now now... to hell witchoo! i think my heads gona explode. I WONDER WHY? oh well. dont u jus want ur enemies to disappear? hmm.. *thinks* hmmm..hmm.. if theyre reading this.. then i guess they still dont g0t a life. yeahuh? ow..and maybe theyre insecure too? heehee. now if they react? well and good. but of c0rz along with that comes the label-- insecure, lifeless piece of crap. cos for one thing.. lalala.. if i remember correctly, he/she/they said sumfin bout not having to spend -slash- waste his/her/their time on my entries so yea there u go. the world makes sense again.. :)) neh0w, i saw something earlier and so to speak... i honestly dont know how to react on that matter. ill jus keep mum. ho-hum. bah! peace out people. im wasting my time here.

2003-04-03T17:24:00.000-08:00

some people can be SOOOO annoying... pfffft! to hell with them! bunch of kn0w-it-all asswipes...shee-heesh. once a fakkar, alwayz a fakkar. doublleee pffftttt! bah!

on the lighter m0de, i met up with b yestie in shang. heehee. what else? steps were g-double-o-d-g0od. a bit hard but uhh whatfuckinever. i got a bruise on my left knee tho. [they taught us how to breakdance kasi.] rene also taught us the basic steps in breakdancing and disc0 dancing. wOo coolness. anyone up for a sh0wdown? HAHAHAHAH PLAYYYYINNNNNN!!! yoo know ahm jus playin witchoo. bwabwa! well okay kidding aside, he's deng straight GOOD. *jawdrop* after that, he then taught us the steps f0r hot in here. steps were A d0uble O.K. btw. heehee. erm..iono what else to put. lmao. my left knee hurts like hell. my right leg hurts like hell. and my left arm hurts like hell. phOoey. that was one HELL-uva session. bah! heehee.. i need to buy knee pads. pfffft! newai newai newaaaaaiiiii... im out.

2003-04-02T21:37:00.000-08:00

good morning sunshineeeeeee!! wupsiii.. its already 12:30. lmao. so anyywayyyyyyy.... apol's back from tagaytay. *wavEshiiii* hahaha! jobo's in sch0ol. toinkies! urk im bored--as usual. so anyway..iont got much to say. later, ima go to shang for my summer classes. weeee! ooh i cannot wait. it's gona be tiring but heck, i dont care. :) at least i got sumfin to keep me busy. hmmm.. what to put, what to put? heyy i knowwww....ima put my wishlissstt.. wee ye ye thass right. okay okay gimme a minute to think..

rachelle's wishlist:

1. lotsuv clothes. decent ones, that is. i need it for college. bawal sleeveless *tOinkies*
2. a new pair of slippies. something nice and comfy.
3. a new roxy bag. heh.
4. and a wallet too. also from roxy.
5. nike watch. the pink wun. it doesnt have a lock and uhh iono..its sorta gel-like and its digital kk?
6. a laptop. urkk...okay, okay skip that one. haha!
7. a digi cam. the umm [what's it called?] the small oneeeeeeee..... the umm sony U sumfin sumfin. newai, i want that. the pink one kk? hahaha!
8. jackets. im l0co for jackets. right now, i have my eye on this white and red jacket from puma. hahaha! uhh okaaaaiii?
9. lotsuv stufft0issss. err..okay i dont need those? bah, whatever!
10. cute sooocckkss. haha i want cute sooockssss. *oOmph*
11. cable internet. HAHA.
12. a new pair of nike rubber shooz. too bad iont see nice prestos anymore.
13. a huge panda bear stufftoi otay? for my b. hahahahahaha!
14. plenty of money. i am soo broke. shee-heesh!
15. a life

it's free to dream u know. try it. it's fun. jus dont put ur h0pes up. ROFL! ;)

2003-04-02T01:34:00.000-08:00

ow and ye one more thing.. visit anna's homepage too aiiight? hehehe much0 gwacci! :) hahaha sheesh. ima going chop-chop here.

2003-04-02T01:31:00.000-08:00

im bored. BAHHH! =\ heehee. someones not making senseeee hereeeeeeeeeee... dumdidum. newai, apol's in tagaytay having the time of her life. iono where ate kat is... and jobo's out with his friends. huhu i miss him. well what the heck? its for a good cause naman. theyre studying :) wawi. bunch of smart chicos n chicas ey? oh well. tomowies g0na be torture again. i jus hope the steps arent going to be so so so so difficult. ooh weell.. im still happy i got in. thank you ever so much papa jesus. :) ayabshuu!

2003-04-02T01:16:00.000-08:00

go visit ana's wonderful blog. i may not know her that much but im sure shez g0t a lot to offer. c0rz...she's apol's friend so yea there u go.. i bet she's really really really nice.. ow, and funny t0o. also....it takes on to know one. apol's nice. ana's nice. i wonder who else is nice.... *HINTHINT* hahaha i need to grab on reality and hold on tight.

2003-04-01T07:19:00.000-08:00

ommmgg!!! I AM SOO INNNN!!! weeeeeeee!!!!! *hOpSiDaYziE* to those who prayed for me---thank you thank you thank you. :) heheh! so okaaaii..blog aweeei wacheeee. heehee. i went to shang around 5p? met up with jobo and watched dreamcatcher. urk. twas erm.. okay? i guess? dint get to see the first part tho. heh. kaso, we couldnt watch it again cos the call time is 7p and the next movie starts at exactly 7:10. we then went to his car to put the stuff i gave him as pasalubong when we went to ek last saturday. hehe. so yea..after that... we went to the room near stageworx and then there u go... heehee.

when i got there..i saw some of my old friends from trumpets. its nice to see them again. i missed going to that place and having late night practices and craving for something to drink after a very tiring session. *smilez* hmm.. anne, mandy, crystal, and I were ranting about the audition thingie when nina and some of the pe0pz told us that we dont have to go through that anymore. oOoh..coolness. u know how hard it is to auditon? i think not. its also nerve-wracking. *falls dead flat on the fl0or* so anyway..when they broke the news....we were all relieved. LMAO! heehee! :) kk moving on...can i jus tell u? the steps were s0 fwikkin hard. its a good thing we dint have to audition this year. siguro, di ako tanggap kung ganun hehehe! very very fast and complicated. but i guess its okay? i need more practice. pffft. hehe. erm..what else? got nothing more to say. i think im getting sleepy. i need to d0ze off. =P congrats to those who passed the audition. hehe! nanyt world.

2003-03-31T22:11:00.000-08:00

before anything else...apol's got a newwww bungghoolee!! send her some lovin ahhryyt? hehehe! sumfin sumfin to read whenever youre b0red. she's one helluva girl. heh. can i jus say she's all that and more??? hehe. foreal. :) really now? yes yes, definitely! haha..i am soo not making sense here. ohh and yes..thank you pawtnah.. [do visit her other blog t0o. hehe.] for you have been there for me since time immemorial. [ow..and uve been praying for me too..haha THANK YOU FOR THAT :)))] wait wait...hold thaaaatt.. THANK YOU ALSO ate kat, for always being there for meeee. and for always keeping me company whenever im hella fucked up or something to that effect. thank you, thank you for being my sunshine. u guys put the double O in cool. :)) hehehe! yabshu both! && how can i forget??? my deepest thanky0uzz to my boyfriend. ayabshu baby! thank you, thank you. why u may ask?? for being mine. hehehe! THERE YOU GO! :)

and to that...ima post my old 'entry'. for some unkn0wn reason..i decided not to post this one. [i think because of uhh my past. *zip0s mouth* bah. but uhh...wait wait here u go.

heeeeyyhooooo!!! uurrrk! *snickers* its beeeenn lonnnnnngg! heh. as if u care? hahaha. nehu, ive been busy -slash- out the whole week. ayum really, really, really [did i mention the word really?!] REALLY happy. :)) guess why?! dumdidumdumdum.. can i jus say ayum complete? i still cannot believe how good he is to me. *points up* i know i've been kind of like in the rocks lately, but God really is good. I thank him, with all my heart, for showering me with so many blessings. For giving me such wonderful friends-- ate kat, aiban, christine, karen, therese, apol, cheryl, my classmates, irc pe0pz, former classmates.. ahh i cannot thank you enough for making me whole, for always being there for me, for being so nice and patient, for accepting me. to sha di. =))

i guess thats just about everything.. NOT! there is no possible way that ima forget to mention the person i admire most. *points to b* thank you ever so much. why, u may ask? for believing in me. for building up all the courage inside me. for always making me laugh. for always being there. for being so supportive of me. for teaching me how to be simple, happy, and contented with what i have. for giving me a reason to live. for being mine. it may sound cheesy but this is f0real. some might say its too sudden for us to enter into a relationship or umm...try to break us apart but i hope we'd be able to work things out. never have i known a person as caring and thoughtful as you. u may not be perfect but i know naman na ur trying to be the best person u can be. in the days, weeks, months, years [hopefully] to come..i know that we will have to face all the trials n shit but i promise to be strong for us. [wait, wait..no promises. BUT UHM.. I WILL SURELY TRY. cos its so fwikkin hard to keep promises.. so yea there.] i learned a lot of things in the past and ima try to correct my mistakes. if not for the person whom i did wrong, at least..for you. i know i may not be gf material but i do hope that u will try to be more understanding and accept me for who i am. blablabla. yadda yadda yadda. *boom* ima cut this short... to sha =)

okay so nows the time to really end this..*ahem* ----thats just about it. *bow* heh labo dud.

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a very long one ehyyy?? nehu, nehu.. moving on... my blog for todai and the days that i missed -slash- dint get to blog.

s0reii... im not really in the mood to blog. so anyway, here goes nufin...

~March 29, 03. Saturday---"Fwikkin hot [dot dot] soaking wet"

went to ek with my family, my cuz0s, and my ahia's gf.. *oOmpH* sun burnt my skin like french fries dud. hee! so anyway, ima post the pix0es as soon as it gets developed. we had so muchhhh funnnn!! hehehe! some of my cuz0s were too chicken to go on the tuff rides tho. pffffft! hmm.. well..we dint wait for the firew0rks because we were all dead tired. heh. urk what else? iono. *bOinkis* haha!

~March 30,03. Sunday---"Perfect example of a 'BORING' day"

urk. i went to bulacan with my dad and my ahia. we left the house as early as 5:00a. we arrived around 7:30 and so yea...the boring part officially began. the whole morning, all we did was sit and rant and sleep and eat and blah...HAHAHAHA i dont wanna mention this part. *hides under the table* ho-hum. so moving on...around 1p, we left the farm and headed to shang. guess what? my dad said kk. FINALLY! :) wee! but wait...no confetti's yet dud. SHEESH. so yea we went there to pay the tuition right? just when i was about to hop into my happy bubble, the lady told me that there werent any slots left. *falls dead flat on the fl0or* earth swallow me na. =\ bah. so to cut the story short.. im going to shang later this afternoon to try my luck and see if i can still enroll in the advance class. =\ *ooooohhhhh wish me luck y'all* pretty pretty please. bah.. jus think...all the trouble i went through just to get my dad to say yes and this is what i get? *sad sad face* fakkar. oh well. --still keeping my h0pes up-- deng.

~March 31,03. Monday---"Biatchin"

was supp0sed to go to my besi's grandpa's wake. but thanks to my fucked up auntie... she ruined all our plans and teehee. we ended up going to gh instead. she went sh0pping and so yea..my mom bought me clothes n stuff cos i was really really disapointed. for college raw. *lightens up a bit......NOT* in additi0n to that, i wasnt feeling well. bah. iowana talk about it. newai, we arrived at the hospital around 3p so yea teehee.. i was late for my so-called appointment. we had to fall in line and wait for my turn for like an hour or so. =\ sheesh! --fast forward-- i was home at about 7 in the evening? and uhh yea.. feeling fucked up and hella tired.. i took a nap and went online and then there u go... i have nothing more to say.

~April 1, 03. Tuesday---"Wishing & Hoping"

oooohh..wish me luck wish me luck wish me luccckkkk..... =\ *shuts* SIGH! Lord, help me.

2003-03-27T22:54:00.000-08:00

omg...my dad's gon be home in less than 5 hours. *gulp* wish me luck.though i have a strange feeling about all this... i'd rather shush. =\ *sigh* now i am really, really, REALLY [hey..did i mention the word really?] sad. papa jesus, pls? i so wanna take lessons this summer. para naman may magawa ako noh... damn. =\

nehooie, again-- apol, my payasoran0id pawtnah made me the whole morning. hehe.. such talent. hahaha! *oOmph* oh well. i amm sooo going to chicken out on this. waaah! God save me. urk! to ask, or not to ask.. that is the question... *think think* SHIT. tsktsk. i think i need to puke. =(~

2003-03-27T00:46:00.000-08:00

gak! okay can you say FUCK? arghhh!!! my pc went loco and so yea..guess what..I DINT GET TO POST MY ENTRY FOR TODAY. teeheee! in addition to that, IT GOT DELETED. waaahh i soo wanna kick someone right now. *breathes heavily* okay so i was talkin about apol yea? like how we crack each other silly and stuff..bah. when i got back in irc..SHE ALREADY LEFT. huhu! im such a loser. ydonchukill me? lmao. pppfffttt. so now im not in the mood to blog. washup with that? siiiigh!

newai, my friend from trumpets texted me awyl ago telling me that her parents all0wed her to take lessons this summer. i amm soooo ooozingg withh jealousyyyyyyyy!!!!!! bahhhhhhh!! i want, i want, i want. =\ [okay rach, for the nth time..drop the whole steetdancing ish and just pray] sigh. ima stop ranting now..but first.....*hinthint* u know how sometimes, we wish for sumfin to happen but umm we feel the need to bug other pe0ple too? okay so ima go straight chop chop aight? (1) i need you to pray for me (2) and i need you to wish that my dad will allow me (3) and i need to you hope that there's gon be no problem with the transpo yadda yadda whatsoever (3) and back to number one. i need you to pray for me. WAAAAHH! i am so pathetic. i swear, i have no life. bah! hahaha! someone... save me.

2003-03-25T23:31:00.000-08:00

plug, plug, pluuuuggg!!!

ayris has a new bungh0le. visit aiit? hihi! miiishuu siss! wayyup with u and japziewapzie beawy? hahaha! kidding. :)) anyway, ill catch u online in irc wootaaai?

punky's got a h0mepage too yknoe. its still under construction but i bet she's workin on it. :) its pretty nerve-crackin' once you hit the enter butt0n. urk. letters movin around like crazy. even the background itself is moving. hahaha! good job punky. u jus made me feel groggy. hehe. playin sis.

so umm there...*hOps til eternal* bloggers wokaiwotai now btw. hahahah! weee!

2003-03-25T22:49:00.000-08:00

omg...favor from all of u pretty please..?! heehee. erm.. if its ait mkeei? owtai.. as s0on as my dad c0mes home from bulacan, ima ask him if i c0uld umm.. take streetdancing lessons this summer. yea, yea thas right. *tOinkies* see.. i have a feeling my dads g0n' go bazerk once he finds out that the new time slot for the advance class is from 7-9p. sheyat. =\ last year, twas 6-8..but now? what the fuck is up with that? its sooo latteee. to think shang is hella far from where i live. *sad face* fuck it. i just h0pe he's gona say yes to that.. even if its *gulp* far and fwikkin late. *hits the fl0or* its the 10th yr anniversary of trumpets so i bet there will be some [..no no lemme correct that..] lots of kick-ass m0ves this summer. thas fosure. waaahh! please papa jesus? i want, i want, i want!! ima take lessons this summer, even if it kills me. uhh.. dont i jus sound like a shrew? heh. as if i can argue with that. if my dad says no. then that aut0matically becomes a NO-NO. *whines* oh well. im keeping my fingers crossed... u do too. hehe! PLEASE? lmao! :)

nehooz, i got to chat with two of my old friends in irc. mary rose and mika. woot! hehe. i miss those gurliegurls. oOh oOh.. i miss ate lara and ate jen. homygash. deng. okay so moving on.. i went to lasalle this m0rning to get my report card. also, i had to fix my clearance. punyeta. i kept running back and forth cos my teacher told me the accounting office will close at exactly 12noon. how inconsiderate. what if were really busy ehy? we got work -slash- pri0rities too ykn0e. geez! they d0nt even know how hard it is to have the clearance sheet signed by almost all the administrators blabla yadda yadda in sch0ol. in additi0n to that, its so fwikkin hard to find 'em one by one. leaping buffalo. bahhh whattttevvverrr! i got a 79 in physics. that is soo not cool. plus, almost all of my grades went down. even my average went down from 89 to 86. =\ good thing my mom knew what was goin on inside my head so yea, she dint say a thing. *whew* thank God for that. *sigh* well...im still h0ping for the sun to shine 0n me. *bOinkies*

oOh newaaii..check out my diploma, the b0oklet, and the school logo. hahahahahahah damn im proud to be a lasallian. *wink0*

diploma
b0oklet
sch0ol logo

2003-03-24T05:05:00.000-08:00

urrrk..my eyes are tireeeedddd. *falls dead flat on the fl0or* newaaai..iono what to blog about. haha. nothing much happened. i was with b from 11:30-3:30. and umm...urkk what else? *tOinkies* iono. hahaha! --brain currently not working-- weehee! bah! iono what to say. hahaha! whatever. =x

can i jus tell u? erm....right now?...I AM HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE IN IRC... *wink0 at apol* hahahhaha! mucho gwacccii pawtnah! hahahah! u sooo made my dayyy! :)))) hahahaha! and yea yea, you are sooo making me craccckk! hahaha! *hits the fl0or, hard*

2003-03-23T05:58:00.000-08:00

omg...i cried yesterday. =| well..almost all the girls cried naman e. twas such a sad scene. okay so yea maybe twas boring at first. especially the part wherein all the students had to walk and bow one by one. bah! but aside from that, everythings g-double-o-d g0od. some of us started emoting even before the ceremony began. hahah! funny. hmm so newai, my feet died yestie. hahaha! my sh0es were killing me. [until now, i swear i cannot feel my feet.. i cant feel a thang. huhu!] s0rei, im not used to wearing heels. lmao. as soon i got to my seat-- after the march thingie, i had no choice but to remove my sh0es because my left foot was crying to mercy. luckily, the other one survived. hahaha! my seatmates were laughing at me. bah! kenn was like, "u okay rache? u want us to bring u to the clinic?" rofl. [to think na that guys dead quiet inside the classr0om] the fact that he said sumfin yesterday really made me crack. heehee! okay so after singing the grad song and the alma mater [oOooh...im gonna miss that. f0real. =\] everyone started hugging and whacking each other silly. *sigh* so so sad. im starting to miss my classmates already. =x after the recessi0nal, the lobby was filled with students screaming [or something to that effect] as they bid farewell to their friends. everyone was like "picture, pictureeeee..." hahahaha! sounds familiar ehy? hey hey, she's from zobel too. lmao! o-k whatfuckinever so umm yea there. *dumdidumdum*

now..my thanky0uzz.. weehee! [hmm.. a lil sumn sumn for my friends... ]

aiban, my bessy. how are you girl? sigh. im starting to miss you na. im really glad i met you. although were heading diff directions, im sure that we'll always be bestfriends. thank you for everything. thank you for always being there for me. youre such a sweet person. it may not show because you seem so spunky and craezee all the time but behind that evil grin lies a sweet, caring, 'inn0cent' [oOoh..did i get that right? heehee playin..] lil gurl dying to break free.. *winko* haha! iont got much to say because i see you naman all the time. well umm.. okay so maybe we will see less of each other but what the heck? we made this pack naman na even if were in college na and were fwikkin busy with schoolwork n all, were still gon' go out on weekendz right? :) goodluck in everything that you do. i love you bes. *mwahug* work that j-lo tight ass aiiiit? hahaha playin! hehe! much love to u and pete. goodluck sa inyo. hehe! hey hey hey.... use a *bleeeeeep* :))) HAHA!

tin, mrs. diñ0. waddup lil lady? heehee. im really glad you graduated. way to go sis. hehe! sorry if at times, u feel that i'm not there for you or if im no help yadda yadda. =\ newaaii, i promise..i'll always be here for you. no matter what happens. jus text me or call me or sumfin kk? and if u feel like cryin or goin out...lemme know. heehee! i may not be all 'a double o-k' with the whole ac ish but umm yea, im sure he wubs you so much and he's gon make you happy so ima give you my 100% support. heehee. goodluck in everything that you do and dont forget to write aiiight? and oOohh..i be the ninang uv ur foist baby kk? HAHA! wubyooo! *mwahug* ow and heeey.. NINANG AKO SA KASALLL! hahahah!

kai, ayow chika. heehee. sorry if i changed my mind bout the whole lasalle thingie. newai, ima see you paren on weekendz. and umm yea, ima pray that you and *bleep* stay tight and all mushy n shiat. hahaha! woo..i can see it noooww.... you and *ahem*... walkin', *HH*, talkin' about anything and everything under the sun. hihi. sheyat. okay so i wont be throwing you goodluck in ur studies n all that shit because i know youre hella smart but ima wish u all the luck in ur lovelife. [err..and it all boils down to ahem! *points to mr. president* youre welcome kai.] lmaaao! and yes for the nth time, i am happy with the way things are thankyouverymuch. :)) wahaha! im g0nnna miss youu! heehee! picture, pictureeee! so yea, we'll kick it sometime alrite? hehehe yabyuuu stay sexay! *mwahug*

tetet, hayooow babygiirll! howayoo? still waiting for normal body parts to grow? hehe playin! okay so no goodbyes or nething. ima be with you my whole college life in uap yea? hehe! im really glad you chose to be with me in uap. you made the right decision girl. HAHAH WHATEVER! kidding aside, thank you for being so patient with me. thank you for the transpo. hehe! thank you for being nice n all. thank you for watching basketball games with me.. [heh..and yes..jobo finds u aliw. hahaha!] and for giving me coins whenever im on cheap mode. haha! sorry for that. lmao. heehee! thank you for making me crack --in a not so obvious way because you tend to be quiet n all. haha-- newai, if ever you need help with nething [xcept for cash cos as u may know, im always broke. yeeha hahah!] just let me know aiit? much wub!! *mwahug* oOh oOh and yea, dont worry..we'll help you find a chic0 in uap. hahaha! right frances? haha!

frances, hey hey cwaezee chika. hahaha! how yew been? lmao. washup with mark? heh. havent heard a thang bout ur boo in weeks. *ho-hum* u want me to chop his head off? hehe kidding. so um yea, i know we used to have our not so good moments...im sorry for that. heehee! newai, im really glad things are aight now. heh. youre one helluva girl. punyeta. haha. ur always laughing and giggling and yapping. haha. dont get me wrong. those thingies-- i meant in a good way alrite? so umm yea, ima be with u too in uap. haha. *tOinkies* dont talk too much kk? haha jk! thanks for being hella nice to me. and for always being there.. :) there may come a time wherein one of us will have to bitch at each other or sumfin but hey... we'll have to get used to that right? heh! and we'll have to fix things because ima see m0re of you... f0real. HAHA! jk lang fwankie. tc and yabyoo! *mwahug*

leanna, hayow chiquiballer. wayyup? haha! aww..ive known you since time immem0rial and i swear, ima miss ur crazy, fat ass. haha playin! :) uve been so nice to me. iont remember any instance wherein i had to hate ur filthy rich ass [hahahaha! okay im kidding again] so yea.. im taking this opportunity to thank you for everything that uve done for me.. youre someone i definitely want to keep for the rest of my fwikkin life [as a friend kk? hahah! dont confuse. haha!] u always make me laugh. lmao. see...see? im laughing my ass off right now. hahaha! punyeta, im gonna miss you girl. haha! i wont be seeing you in college after all. =\ [to think i was the one who forced you to go to lasalle and shift to a diff course--sort of like mine....ERR OKAY...EXACTLY LIKE MINE..haha] tapos ako pa di nag lasalle. haha! but umm...i'll never forget you. and im obliging you to text me every now and then..juss to update me with all the chizm0s n sheyat thas goin on in lasalle. haha! tc alright? hahaha! yabyoo *mwahug*

cher&johp, wooo..as one na ngayon ah. hahaha! washup lovebirds? haha! okay so umm..u guys look good together...has anyone ever told you that? heehe so umm yea... goodluck u guys. and stop fighting na. haha! thanks for being all supp0rtive n shit with the whole jobo-rach thingie. hahaha! *huggies both of you* and yea, we need to go on a double date so we could do some updating n the like kk? heehee! cher: wag mo na under-in si johp and johp: wag ka na magpa-under kay cher hahahah! kidding u two. lmao. thanks for everything and stay tight mmkeii? yabyubowt! :) heehee! thanxx for everything.

aimee&kat, hayooow! heehee! so there. thnx f0rr eveeerrything. though were not that close.. i wanna thank u goils for keeping me company and being nice to me and all. hehe! kat, blue crush mems! hehe! ayun. thnx f0r trusting me with sum 0f ur secrets n kwent0s bout *bleep* goodluck in college aight? and im sure ur gon get it. [human bi0 thingie] goodluck sa lovelife and stay sweet, humble, and simple. :) youre such a nice person and i hope u know that. hehe! ayun! tc girl. *mwahug* ima miss you. aimee, haha. hey you. ht. lmao. everyones crushing on you. nax. hahaha! goodluck sa lovelife mo. haha! mystika. LMAO! hahaha! playin! thanx f0r teaching me how to use a tamp0n. *shrugs* lmao! so there. have fun in c0llege and easy sa boys. haha! we need to kick it sometime and maybe we c0uld both get a tan pa. d0nt stay too close sa mga plants. hahah! *wink0* lmao. tc aiight? hehe! *mwahug*

gear, d0nn, bernie, lawrence, muni, tongs, mokee, domeng: hey hey waddup guys? heehee. how y'all doing? so umm otay...thanks for everything. seriously... thank you. for being nice to me. for making me crack. hrmmm... gear, eh washup fashi0nista? hehe. y0ure a very unique person and lemme just say, u carry it well. nax! hehe! dont change aight? [esp. ur porma. haha] and corz, stay the same. heehee! and say hi to ur twin bro for me. haha! i know were not cl0se but umm yea, i got to hang out with ur twin bro rin namane.. siguro mga once or twice. lmao. tc. d0nn, heyy frrieend! heehee! my laughing partner. lmao. ur very easy to please and very very funny. haha. again, dont change. :) goodluck in c0llege and sa lovelife mo. *wink0* heehee. and im sorry if i almost put a scratch in ur car..i promise.. i'll be careful next time. heehee! d0nt forget me kei? haha! bernie, hii buuhhrniee! hahaha! funny the way u say paulie. *cracks* haha! so uhmm there.. goodluck with u and tina. stay tight mkei? wawa naman u got chickenp0x. iiiw ur c0ntagious. haha playin. u sure ur otay now? hehe! ayun. hehe! thnx for everything. ;) lawrence, ayow shitz. hehe sorry if i call u that. lalang. i got used to it na e. haha! so there. s0rry rin if at times..mataray ako sayo. hehe! goodluck in everything that u do and im sure.. in time.. u'll get over my umm..*ahem* friend. :) go out as much as u can. but dont drink na kk? and quit smoking you dirty person you. hehe jk! muni, hey munistank. lmao. kupie ni ms. datu nung grad noh? so umm there.. thnx rin f0r everything. heh. and dont forget..ima be ur assistant manager in the future..along with kai.. ur manager. heh! ;) hahah! goodluck in c0llege. t0ngs, ayow tongsi. haha! musta po? thnx f0r everything and f0r sharing ur th0ughts with me and tin.. [as always.. ] u'd make a good priest. ;) haha! goodluck sa lovelife and spread the love and ur wonderful words of wisdom. lmao. mokee, err..iono..hahaha stay kalog? lmao. as if youre gonna change pa. haha! hey, i meant that in a good way okay? lmao. hahaha! albert martinez. LMAO! d0meng haha! hey yoo! goodluck to u n mitzi. hehe! thnx f0r making me crack. haha! and never lose that cwaezee tone. hahaha. the one with the l0w to high pitch? hahaha! hey.. im sure ur g0n' pass french. and yes, youre very welc0me. :)) hahaha KIDDING!.... hmm.. okay so there. u guys tc aiiight? hehehe! much care! ingat sa c0llege repapees. bwabwa!

boii im tired. hehee. wuh0o... that was long. hahaha! mmkeei. i gotta cut now. again, thank you evewibadi...for being there f0r me. hehe! you guys c0ntributed a lot to the mems thas definitely in f0r keepz. *big big smile* without u guys, my last year in z0bel wouldve been dull and boring. heehee! thank you, thank you, thank you. luv you all. :)

*** my deepest apologiez t0 those whom i f0rg0t to mention. newaii, ima take this opportunity to thank my batchmates for everything. :) if ever given the chance to ch0ose a diff batch, i'd still pick the 0ne im in right now..fasho :) im so lucky to be part uv a very unique, and tight batch. i wouldnt trade this batch even if you paid me. [well..maybe? haha! lesse how much ur willing to put on the table.. HAHA PLAYIN. :)] okay so kidding aside, i may not know all of you but im sure each one of you contributed a lot into making our last year in hs a mem0rable one. goodluck u guys and cya ar0und. :) live the lasallian life and keep the archer pride. w0o! :) [owwkaii.. drama-queen m0de ON] lmao! hahaha! im out! :)

hmm.. i wanna share with u guys 0ur grad song. twas composed by ho joong kim and juffee sason. way to go! ;) [owkai.. this part may seem corny. if uont like it...then scram! kindly click the close butt0n located on the upper-right corner of ur screen.. uono where that is? psh..you m0ron. hahaha playin! ;)]

Farewell *chuckles* heh. im making fun of my own grad song. how pathetic can i get? *sh0ots herself*

It was fun, it was nice
having all good times with you
and i hope we get the chance
to meet again
until then, 'til the end
lets not forget

with0ut a doubt we made it through
sharing mem0ries all gone
a th0usand miles and we'll go on
a million more
and 'til that time
lets say goodbye for now

refrain:
and all the dreams we have shared
let us cherish 'til the end
and as we go on our path
that the great divine has set
until the day we meet again
farewell

and i pray we meet again
on a perfect day and time
all grown-up
stories to tell about our lives
but 'til that day i wish you all
farewell

(repeat refrain twice)

coda:
Until the day we meet again.... *starts to emote* LMAO!

and yes of course..therez n0 possible way that ima forget to include the alma mater song. ;))))

Hail, Hail Alma Mater
Hail to De La Salle
We'll hold your banner high and bright
A shield of Green and White
We'll fight to keep your honor bright
And never shall we fail
Hail to thee, our Alma Mater
Hail, Hail, Hail.
w0o! ANIMO LASALLE! im out..f0realz. hahahahah! *oOmph*

2003-03-21T00:42:00.000-08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!! (^@(*$)$&)!!#*)@_! baddtrrrripppppp!!!!! my moms bitchin again. )*@#$(%! its fwikkin hot, im fwikkin bored, im fwikkin badtrip, and my mom fwikkin yelled at me for nothing. gee whiz! i was sitting in front of the pc when she yelled at me. she said she could hear me coughing my heart out from where she's at (which is pretty far from where she was sitting). after 20 minutes of cussing and yakking, i finally got pissed and told her that its not my fault im sick. she then mentioned something about the virus thingie and went, "maybe you caught the virus... thats what you get for being the way you are right now." bah! i mean, what the fuck is up with that? psh! so yea, i went downstairs to get my medicine. seconds later, she grabbed my arm and checked my pulse and told me im pale. i mean, i could get really pale at times so why act all crazy and shiyet? i dint react or anything. i just said "im okay mom" then turned my back on her and went upstairs. after 2 minutes or so, she yelled at me again and accused me of not drinking my medicine and being stubborn. duh, course ima drink my medicine. thas the reason why we bought it yea? teehee! after that, she said, "pretty soon, your friends wont come near you because you cough as if youre infected with the virus. yuck" ARGHHH! who wouldnt get pissed? leche, sometimes talaga, she makes me soooooo maaaadd. i swear i wanted to tell her off but i decided not to cos she might get mad. i just sat in front of the pc and tried to calm myself down. she then made parinig [which really made me angry this time] next thing i knew, i was telling her to mind her own business. =( *deep sigh* she can be a real pain in the ass. fuck that. i wanna move to another planet.. far from my crazy ass mother. bah!

okay apol, if ur reading this... i've been listening to on my knees for the last 30 minutes. =| bwisit talaga.

2003-03-20T22:10:00.000-08:00

erm.. i forgot. heh. part two of the pix0es thingie. lmao. *goes loco* kai-- there's plenty of pixoes in the cd. it'll take forever for me to check them out one by one. haha but umm..thanx nehuz. love you sis. hehe!

[heyyy..i made the collage thingie ah. hahahah! yuck, yabang! lmao hard kasi to post their gradpics one by one so yea i compiled 'em all together. hehe!]

pics, pics, pics!

2003-03-20T22:03:00.000-08:00

urrrkk..what happened to the 'class gimick after the gradd massss?????' *oOmph* u guys are sooo malabo. heh! got nothing to do. huhu. i am so fwikkin bored. someone care to keep me company? oh well. this morning, we had our grad mass. twas soo hot. in addition to that, almost half of the class came late and mrs. padua went bazerk. urk!

i wont be doing anything this summer, how pathetic is that? dad doesnt want me to work in the childrens hospital sort of like a daycare thingie with my friends. huhu. i've set my mind into getting a summer job but my dads pride got in the way. oh well. whatever. im not taking streetdancing lessons this summer either so i guess ur gonna see m0re of me in irc. leche! hmm what to say, what to say? as usual, no ones online in irc and im all eyes now---trying to catch my friends online or sumfin. gakkkkkk!! talk to me, talk to meeeeeehhh!! heh! whatfuckinever.

plugggiewuggiiiesss!!

//ate lara's blog--oOoh oOoh i miiisss yooouu giiirrrlll!!! how yew been? heh! iont see u online in irc no more. so i guess i'll catch you sometime and maybe have a chat with you kk? hehe! you've got some updating to do. hehe!

//shobe ira's got a neww layyyouuutt!!! wawwwi! visit her page otay?

//sis kammi's bloggie-- heh. amishuuu sissss! *hopSiDaySie*

so umm there... the world makes sense again... go send these goils some sunshine. awyt? YAY SALAMAT! hehe! ur sure to love them. :)

2003-03-18T17:27:00.000-08:00

arrghiiiee bloggers gone bazerk again. damn. okay so uhh i couldnt edit my last post. haha. i posted the wrong url. lmao. so its--

groupie

psh. hassle dud.

2003-03-18T17:17:00.000-08:00

good morrrrninggg sunssshineee!!! todays a brand new day-O-dayyy! err, i woke up very early. *rattles* hahaha playin. so umm yea. im feelin a little groggy but im okay. --trying to entertain myself-- im soooo boooreedd! $a#*fgjd@*! i can see it now.. its summer.. and its fwikkin hot... and im sitting my deadbeat ass in front of my stupid pc.. chatting... doing nothing.. .procrastinating my time.. wishing i had a life. *bah-hum-bug* hahaha! [ehyyy, its been a while since i last used that thingiemajigie] oh well. life...oh life.. ohHhh lifeee..

later on, ima go to zobel for the grad practice, again. *snickers* i dont wanna goo. its so borrringg..all we do is walk, sit, bow, smile, stare and keep mum til we drive each other nuts. *goes ballistic* huhu. where the heck is everyone? [doi] errm..okay so moving on.. jobo and i had a talk last night about the war thas gona happen any time s0on. freaky. =\ i so wanna live. huhu! apparently, the pompous fakkar--saddam, rejected the ultimatum to leave iraq within 48 hours. as you may know, he said something about going global which means we are sooo going to be included in case he plans to get back at bush. bah! kill the fuckin freak of nature, kill the fuckin freak of nature!

due to the deadly virus spreading all over asia, my mom decided to cancel the trip to china. iono when she's gonna book us though. erm.. whatever. oh well.. i still wanna take streetdancing lessons. daaayuuum! *bangs head against the wall* oOoh i want quickly. did i get that right? hahah! with or without the c? lmao! im so dumb. i swear. iont even know the spelling of quickly. hahah! well..its been a while since i last t0ok a sip of that refreshing yum-O-yum drink. heh. *rants* heehee! what else? errmmm.. my minds starting to go blank. ahhhhhh!!!

ow ow ow okai i knoooww..ima blog about what happened to me yesttttii! thasss riiightt! heehee! after the grad prac, [guess what? i was late. teehee!] we went to alabang country club to chill out and eat dinner. i think thas sort of like a party for kai. heh.

HAPPY BOIITDAEEEE KAII CWAZYCHIKA! lubyoo! *mwah*

heh so there...umm..err iono? got nothing to say pala. hahahaha! twas aiiit. :)) heehee. whatever. ow and yea, gear gave me a copy of the group pic taken @ the ball. heehee. --->

groupiieee

thas about everything i guess? gotta bounncee! *oOmph*

2003-03-17T03:33:00.000-08:00

yay! mom bought me a grad gift na. thanks mommy! =) hmmm..okaikai so ima cut this short. im not really in the mood to blog. im jus waiting for b to come home from sch0ol. --1st day of practice for the graduation sucked, big time! twas hot and boring. kai gave me the cd filled with pix0es n all. heehee. check 'em out. :) ----so yea my blog officially ends here. hahaha!

pics, pics, pics

2003-03-16T16:30:00.000-08:00

fiiinnnaafffuuccckinnlllyyyy..... i get to edit and delete some of my old postsss!! weeee!!! *hOpSyDaYziE* hahaha! so umm yea there.. dont mind me. its jus that bloggers been whack lately and i couldnt edit my old entries. i tried deleting some of them but it just wouldnt work. well..at least things are aiiight now. yay! hrmm... neweeii, its been a while since i last saw apol online in irc. what happened to you girl?

woke up around 7a. popped my fave cd on my cd player. [the one b gave me] did some reminiscing. watched cartoons. went through my things. read some of the old msgs that i got from jobo. went downstairs to quench my thirst. went back up to lie down and relax. stood up and sat in front of the computer. pretty much did nothing. ---after a few minutes--- is now staring at the monitor, thinking of something to blog about [something sensible, that is.] and waiting for someone sensible to chat with *hint hint to sunshoine and apol* because i believe ayum not making sense here [as usual]. heh. SHIT I HAVE NO LIFE. hahahahahah! i swear i have no lifeeee! hahahahahah! this has been my daily routine and boi..i cannot wait for tom. gee whiz. guess what? maybe tom..something new will happen to me? hey? maybe i can grab on reality and hold on tight? yes? oh what fun. sheesh! im out. go save ur ass from total boredom. GO TO THE MALL OR SOMETHIN AND STOP STARING AT UR MONITOR YOO LIFELESS PERSON YOO! heh! [toldjoo ayum not making sense] im off to hit the shower. i gotta go to atc. ima have my nails done and hopefully, mom will buy me a grad gift *&hoping,&wishing,&praying* HAHA! *ho-hum*

2003-03-15T02:18:00.000-08:00

okay so i was with b from 11 til 5? heh! we watched final destinati0n2. thas sum freaky ass m0vie. i sorta like it but i sorta dont? urk. how is that? lmao! hehehehe! b dint like it. t0o much vi0lence i think? hahaha. well umm...i'd have to say...the story dint make much sense. far from reality and hella ir0nic. well umm..there. we wanted to watch ring2 but they took it out already. newei, after watching the movie for the 2nd time, we roamed around the place and went toystore hopping. hahahaha! lotsuvvvv toooyss! wawwiii! hahahah! iono why but i have this thingie for kiddie toys and the like. [uhhh how old am i again?!] erm...after that, we left the mall na. heh.

g0od thing i was able to go out with b. i sooo wanted to see him. *rattles jobo* im actually starting to miss that guy--again. hihi! erm.. do i sound awkward? uont like it? well, what do u care? mind yer own beezwakz. hahaha playin! :) *hOpsy* i dont know what the deal is but im suree feeelllingg greaaat! wuHooOo YaYoW! boi...i love my boyfriend. hahaha! nuff seeeedddddd! cc* =)

2003-03-13T17:41:00.000-08:00

heyyyyyy-ho sunshine! todays a brand new day.. =P looking forward to new things. heh. i umm..sound normal today? thas queer. heh. its been a while since i last felt this way. i umm..feel queasy yet relieved at the same time. *big, big question mark* hihi. i dint get to sleep. i did some thinking and so yea, im all einsteinie now. *hahaha bops pauwie for the term* newai, mom and i had a talk. hey, thas good stuff alllriitee. hehe. we talked about my boyfriend. heh. seems like she's a double o-k two thumbs up with the whole jobo, rachelle ish. yay for me! bwabwa! =b i am such a happy poop right now. lmao.

--just a thought? I DONT WANNA GRADUATE! [dot dot] YET [dot dot] rofl! hahaha! and ummm...i wanna take streetdancing lessons. fakkar! =\ erm.. okay *hops all the way to the next ish* im leaving on the 27th or 28th of march to visit my relatives in woo wang ming tang fucked up china. haha! that is so not cool. i'd be clueless and thinking, speaking, hearing, seeing chinese whatfuckin ek eks and bef0re i know it.. im already begging my mom, asking her to take the next flight home. heh. its just for a week or so but heck..a week of pure chinese iono? urk..thas way way out of my league. and besides...ima miss my b and my friends. huhu. [look on the bright side rach? u could umm..go shopping? *oOmph* or umm..go sightseeing?] bah. i reaaallyy dontt wanna gooo! -whines- oh well. ima cut now.

2003-03-13T03:28:00.000-08:00

woke up around 5:30a. t0ok a bath around 6:30 and left the house very very early for the batch reco. gee whiz. what do u know? NO ONE CAME! well...yea...kk so im exaggerating things. some pe0pz came but but.. *keeps quiet* OWKAI SO MOVING ON... hehe. frances and i snuck out of sch0ol and went to my place instead. heh. b0ring. this is such a slow day. so anyh0oz, i got to watch little rascals-- again :) and boi did i have a good laugh. i wub that movie. =P awww i like porky, uh-huh, darla, and spanky. theyre all cuteee! ow..and buckwheat t0o. *hop hop hop* hahaha. someday, ima have kids like them. :) heehee.

mmm what to put, what to put? so umm yea, my dad got hold of his greencard yesterday. mom told me that my aunt already petiti0ned me and my ahia way, way back in time and theyre expecting the results to be out early this year. well umm..of course i wanna have an immigrant visa n all but i have a strange feeling about this. ima shush n stay mum nalang.

so umm..yea..got nothing more to put. my eyes are shutting. urk.

2003-03-11T15:06:00.000-08:00

hmm i dint get to blog about the grab ball. heh. so umm..yea. twas okay. a bit b0ring at first but when dj man0let dario started mixin for us, its as if everyone rose from the dead. heh. neweeii, twas a special night for me n my b since it was our m0nthsawee t0o. [hey hey besi aibz, happy m0nthsawy to u n peteeey!!] heh. weve been really lucky for the past 2 months. heh. 1st monthsawi-- stephen speaks concert\ date: jan7. 2nd monthsawi-- grad ball\ date: feb7. heh! i wonder whats gona happen on our 3rd monthsary. haha! oOoh i cant wait. i wub my b soo much. heehee! :)

oOh.. taken @ the ball.

jobo&rach

2003-03-10T03:15:00.000-08:00

some people can be so insensitive. can i jus repeat that? SOME PEOPLE CAN BE SO INSENSITIVE!!! *deep sigh* there goes my self esteem. =\ bah. iont like the feeling...iont like the feeling at all. oh well. nothing i can do about it, really. urk. im okay. im not mad at anyone. im just fwikkin sad. i jus hope that some pe0ple would try to stop and think about other pe0ple too. [u know, the type that would just yap and yak about things--not knowing theyre already hurting someone.. nakakainis] tangina, minsan ka na nga lang mag online, ganyan pang klase ng tao maabutan mo. OW-KAY so now im sorta hoping to catch someone sensible to talk to in irc. *hint hint to ate kat and apol* u guyz....amishubowt! hehe! sigh. just when i was about to brand this day a peachy one , a bunch of "insensitive people" had to ruin my night. =\

2003-03-09T16:26:00.000-08:00

0ne week off from sch0ol. *whew* next week is going to be all0ted for the grad practices and after that.. off we go to the real world. jus the thought of leaving my friends saddens my heart. [could i be any more dramatic than this? HEH!] okay..seriously.. iont think im ready to graduate. iowana leave my friends...the pe0pz i have learned to work with and the pe0pz ive been with practically my whole gs and hs life in z0bel. shiatness. so so sad. =| i woke up this m0rning with a lot of thoughts and fears running through my head. fear of not liking my new school.. fear of not surviving my stay there.. fear of not having friends.. fear of not being able to cope up with my studies.. fear of not being accepted... the usual cliches [coming from a frosh] . nhamsayin? oh well. im just glad jobo and my friends are there to support me. :) thank you guys! i could not ask for more.

i am officially a bum. got nothing to do here in the house and i swear.. im about to lose my mind. bah! oh well. no ones online and blogger is still whack. punyeta! erm...good morning y'all. hehe!

2003-03-06T03:02:00.000-08:00

been sullen f0r the past 2 days. *urk* tis our last wk in z0bel and all of us seni0rz have been working our asses *winko at melly* out jus to get the best p0ssible grades f0r the quarter [haha everyones naghahabol--we might not graduate kasi] bef0re we leave f0r college. [sorta wanting to leave a mark. heh. asa!] so newei, got nothing much to say. the test in acc0unting was dead-fuckin-hard and everyone got pissed. she included one topic that wasnt discussed so yea everyone went bazerk. there g0es my bad ass cpa attitude *hits the fl0or* erm...on the lighter m0de..tomowies our last day f0r the qe. *hOps til eternal* and come 7p...woo! time to partei. bwabwa! hmm..kk ima cut now :) i am so not making sense here.

2003-03-03T03:48:00.000-08:00

*hoping that this shiat would work.....*

heehee. they ann0unced that outsiders are all0wed to attend the grad ball. OW YEA! :) ima be with bbbb! wee! *hOps till eternal* heh! oh well. mmm..i dont got kwent0s or somethin like that..heh. my life is sooo b0ring. someone save my ass. =\ ow ow yea..yesti [around 2a], something weird happened to my neck.i couldnt move it sideways. and nope, twas not a stiff neck or nething..twas different. something to do with the veins on the left side of my neck. heh. wawa mi. everytym i'd try to turn my head to the left, i'd feel this h0rrible pain [urk...] oh well. mom made me drink this medicine and thank God it helped. heh. this m0rning..during physics time, i was the prayer leader so yea i had to stay in front [with my head tilting to the right] everyone was teasing me..telling me the hair on the right side of my head was heavier than the left so i had to tilt my head..heh. i couldnt utter a single word. i kept giggling so yea, they had to beg me to jus sit and rest. hahaha! wawa mi. newei..im all good now. its a bit ouwie but umm..im hoping it gets better tomowie.

mommy bought me a dress for the gradball. heh. fits me perfect. i like it. :) its color black..knee-length and uhh urk..i cant explain it. its nice but a bit revealing. iont think my b would approve of that. anyone care to lend me a jacket that would match the dress? haha! its somewhat formal so yea. bwabwa! shiat. bahala na si batman! erm..i g0tta cut this short. heh. ciao. tc all! :)

2003-03-01T04:22:00.000-08:00

i was with b the wh0ooo0o0o0oleeeeee daaaayyyyyy! oOmph! what c0uld be better than that?! :) :) heehee! neweeeei... im not really in the m0od to blog. im jus waiting for him to text me or sumfin. hmm so uhh there. =P we watched daredevil...nicey!! story was pretty shallow n the part where he had to stay in the c0ffin-like-thingie or sumfin that had water in it dint make much sense to me but aside from that, everythings g-double-o-d-g0od. the effects and the stunts were awesome! haha! can you say wh0a?! haha! [far from reality but what the heck?!] okay so m0ving on..he dr0pped me off @ my place around 7:30p. minutes later, i found myself stucked inside my r0om..doin nothin.. wishin i had someone to talk to. *hint hint to b* haha! erm..g0t nothing more to say.. ima blog nalang some other time. tc y'all! :) ow and yea..i want me a 6610. hahahaha! -whines- hehe playin!

2003-02-27T04:51:00.000-08:00

i dint get to post my blog last monday so umm..here g0es n0thing..

--------Feb 24, Monday. "Victory Partei---fun, fun, fun."

last night, i went to tin's place to pick up the goils then we headed to d0max to meet up with frances, heidee, and leanna. there, we waited for like 20 minutes or so. when we were finally complete, we went to gin0's place in hillsborough. nicey. :) i like his house. its uhmm BIG? haha owkaii! such a big house for such a small family. *hint hint* hahaha! oh well. we waited for the guys to arrive but then, due to some complications with the guard.. [n0 sticker kasi e] they couldnt enter the village. we tried calling the guard house but they said sumfin about not having a sticker for hillsborough and not alabang hills. doi. hillsborough IS located inside alabang hills and im a resident? bah! i tried to talk to the guard but he kept tellin me its just not possible for them to pass by the alabang hills gate cos its a private shiat. psh! so yea, after 30 minutes of arguing and yapping on what they should do [jobo, bernie, and tongs couldnt enter the village], they finally decided to drive all the way to the service road and use the other route [which is farther from the ahv route.] when they got to gin0's place, they seemed badtrip but umm yea after a while, things brightened up a bit and the pe0pz started to loosen up. *whew*

a few beers later, some of us were starting to feel groggy n a bit tipsy. hahaha! heidee was literally basag! dayumn. you should have seen the way she acted that night. she was hilari0us. bwabwabwa! *zips her mouth* ho-hum! ü erm.. got nothing else to say? im starting to go clueless here? dumdidum. we had fun. corz i was super duper happy c0s i was with jobo and he took care of me the whoooooleeeee night. hehe! to shaaa! yabyu b! :)

2003-02-24T03:10:00.000-08:00

someones trying to fuck with me. seems like that biatch has been up my sleeve ever since she started acting all weird n shit. apparently, she's tyring to bitch around and c0me clean at the same time. can u n0t try to make a fool out of me? sheesh! people like you are just so...how should i say this? PATHETIC?... BAH! youre jus so "iiiw". *hinthint* u may seem perfect n all but youre sooooo not. i tried not to mind you but enuugh is enough. i said it bef0re and ill say it again..if you have something against me.. talk to me. dont go yappin behind my back. psh! oh well...not really worth my time so yea ima talk about sumfin else. :)

today, we dint do much in sch0ol. all the athletes were excused from 8:30-11 cos of the recognition shiat so the ones who got left behind [including me] had to stay inside the classr0om and do nothing. hahahah! yay! yadda yadda yadda. im not really in the m0od to blog. thanks to that certain someone. she had to burst my happyappy bubble. tsktsk! so neeweeei..ima leave in a while. i have to go to my classmates house. were having a vict0ry party. yayness! jobo's coming too. hahaha! can u say fun? WEE! ermm....thas jus about everything...*think think*...i guess?... *thinks again* YEAAAHP! ciao! :)

2003-02-22T06:24:00.000-08:00

this mornie, i went to uap with frances and chrissie for the orientation. can u say boring? heh! we sat there for more than 3 hours and i swear i couldnt wait any longer for the orientation to end.. after the last speaker, we immediately left--not minding the open forum shiat. anyhow, i saw two of my friends there. natalia--whom i got to work with in trumpets two summers ago. :) amishdat gaga! haha! and sarah- our batchmate. so how was the orientation? erm..okay i guess? *rattles brain* just in case ud like to know.. i was cranky the whole morning and to make things worse, i had a mild attack. sheesh! nehuz, around 11:20a... jobo picked me up. we went to megamall to watch the eye. fweaky fweaky movie. *shrugs* funny, he kept askin me if id be able to sleep at night. heh. well..uhhhh...im h0ping? gaaaahh! its all coming back to haunt meeee!! the horror, the horror.. the scene in the elevator... SHEYAT! *hides under the blanket* oOmph! okay so moving on.. we ate dinner at kenny r's and had our pic taken. erm..ne0print, rather. heh! after that, we went to the park and sort of like hung out. heehee. we sat 0n the bench and so umm there. we talked a little and then he dropped me off around 9p. hmm.. big big bench.. cold, quiet atmosphere.. sky full of stars.. my baby... d0nt u jus love it? well..i do. thas f0sure. :) i could not ask for more... love you b! =)~

ow ow....ne0 ne0 neoooOo! :) *kilig* hahahaha! *hits the fl0or*

me and jobo. wee!

2003-02-20T03:02:00.000-08:00

w0o0o! ow yea! *hop hop hop* we w0n. yes, y0u got that right... we fwikkin w0n! hahah! well umm..we bagged 3rd place. fair enuff! =)~ seriously.. never in our wildest dreams did it occur to us that we'd win sumfin. [well, xcept for the invitation sheyat. lmao] shiatness. i am so loving the smell of victory. hahaha! we came to sch0ol unprepared. some forgot to bring pa their c0stumes n all. we dint have enuff pr0ps n backdrops and we only started practicing last week. s0me were too lazy to attend pa the practices. we werent allowed t0 practice outside the sch0ol so yea, we had to abide by the rules. if ever we get caught or if somebody rats on us...we'll be aut0matically disqualified. thing is.. all the other sections were breaking the rules so we had no choice but to go beyond the rules t0o and have unauth0rized practices outside the sch0ol. [we only did it twice. =)] so nehuz, all our hard work [yea right.] has finally paid off. *big big smile* haha! funny, we couldnt get our costumes n props inside the room cos for some strange reason.. the key to the r0om g0t lost n everyone was panicking. heh. we were 20 minutes late and we rushed things jus so we wouldnt miss the other perf0rmances.

40 minutes later, twas time for us to do our thing. heh. punyeta. i had butterflies in my st0mach. -fast forward- thinking that ima ruin the scene [i wasnt prepared 0kay?. urk! hit me with a sp0on] , i got nerv0us n at the same time flabbergasted cos my other classmates started delivering their lines even th0 twas n0t yet their turn to speak. hehe. guess what? i forgot some of my lines. i had no other choice but to act all inn0cent n shiat. good thing i got away with it. haha! evewiwun found our scene to be very hilari0us. *hits the fl0or* yayness. erm.. ima cut this sh0rt. heh. in the end..we were all happy tho we were pretty much expecting we'd lose. then came the m0ment of truth [could i sound any more dramatic? bag0ink!] the judge started ann0uncing the winners. jus when we were about to lose hope.. mr. llaguno menti0ned the title of our play and the next thing we knew, we were all jumping and hugging and whacking each other silly. YAYNESS! i can see it now.. drinks..s0unds..lights..oOoh party!!! :) thank you Lord. thank you ever so much.

2003-02-19T01:51:00.000-08:00

ohhh fun! :) we dint do anything in sch0ol today. no teachers. no lessons. no nufin. wee! *hop hop* they gave us the whole day to practice for the play which will be held tomowie in the audi around lunch time. wupsie.. after lunch, rather. so neway, while some were practicing their lines n shit..others did n0thing but lie down, listen to music, text, eat, and yapp. urk! heehee! moving on.. pete brought aibs a delish iono watchu call that shiat f0od in school during lunch time. hehe. we all tasted it and boi was it great. heh.

can i jus tell you? our cl teacher made us watch something that will surely haunt me [urkie.. not jus me but all th0se who laid eyes on that freaky d0cumentary film pala] for the rest of my [our] fwikkin life [lives. heh]. f0real. twasnt just an ordinary film...twas a documentary film on abortion. *shrugs* okay so to cut the story short.. with the help of ultrasound and some other hi-tech gadgets, they were able to show us how abortion is being done. *gulp* okay so umm there. after that, everyone was freaked out and some of the girls were really pale. the guys naman were like: "abstain..abstain..no to sex. no wait..yes to c0ndoms and other contraceptives.." hahahaha! owkaii. so um there. *bow* heh.

ow before i forget, pray for us kei? we really need to win tomowie. why u may ask? heh! i'll have to kill u foist. *winko at sr-c* :)

wupsieee...ima post naren pala my entry yesti. blogger went loco...again. psh!

--------Feb 18, Tuesday "shitty day."

what is wrong with the old generation? is it just me or are they jus soo fwikkin hard to understand? bah! whatever. i uhh went to the practice at my classmates house and i was supp0sed to leave around 8 [which was pretty early na..compared to my classmates who left around 10 demmet] well umm..my mom went nuts cos my batt was empty na and she couldnt contact me. apparently, she thought i was lying or sum shit. =\ when i called her sa house, she dint even let me talk. she kept yappin and cussin at me. *sigh* -fast forward- when i finally g0t the chance to tell her my side..she was like.. "ikaw kasi e.." yadda yadda yadda. she even blamed me for being irresp0nsible n stuff. s0 sad. i mean..d0nt get me wrong. i perfectly understand. i know she has a point n all but hear me out. ayun. *sniffles* oh well...

just my luck...my wonderful cl teacher asked us to make a family write up. we had to put all the thingies that are g0in on inside the house and uhhh all the issues that are being discussed n shit. ---can u NOT?! psh. hehe. so newei, ima go chop chop. a little sumfin sumfin on what i wrote for my fam write up:

As of now, my dad and I aren’t talking. For reasons to be kept, he and I had a fight and as much as I want things to get back to normal, its just not that easy to gain back his trust. The usual things that we, as a family, used to do are no longer being done. I guess I could say that we are somewhat heading different directions. I’m still hoping for the brighter side to shine..if not now..ASAP!

I personally believe that there is no such thing as a perfect family. As they say, nobody or nothing is perfect. We all have our impurities and imperfections in life. Although there are some instances wherein I feel jealous for not having the perfect family, I tell myself that maybe God intended this to happen for he has better plans for me and my family.

so there. ne0ne got a tissue? hehe kidding. *deep sigh*

2003-02-17T04:17:00.000-08:00

putapaksheeet! jus when i was about to post my entry...blogger went bazerk which then made me go nuts. can i jus tell you? for the first time [in a very long timeeeee] i was able to come up with a sensible entry for my blog but then kap0of..JUST MY LUCK.. they had to take my supp0sedly 'sensible entry' away from me. punyeta! THAT WAS GOOD STUFF! *falls dead flat on the fl0or* so anyway, ima try to squeeze my brain and uhhh talk sense here but dontchoo go yappin about my entry and shit. i am so not in the m0od to blog right now but what the heck? I AM BORED! *rants...* . . . *rants some more..* hehehe kidding. sheyat! =\

so again, nothing much happened. [whats new?] i really have nothing on my mind right now. it is dead blank. do u often go clueless after having so many thoughts in ur head then bag0ink...out to the window it g0es? i sooo dont like the feeling. urk! oh well. not like i can do anything about it pa. so yea there. *rants again..* naw kidding. hehehe! so anyh0w...jus in case ud like to know? twas a g0odie good hair dae for me. lmao. [heyyy im tryin to make sense here.. NOT! bah.] what else? ermm..b sent me this really really sweet head 0ver heels kilig qu0te that made me smile the whooleeeeeeeeee day! [which also made me use up the little amount of free text that i have left...*my classmates made me forward the qu0te..take note..isa-isa ano kayo? birthday? hehe kidding!] i had this huge smile plastered on my face and evewiwun noticed it. haha they kept tellin me i was bl0oming raw or something. haha! [psh! prolly the weather or sumfin else.] urkk.. nehuz, i passed csb. :) frances passed uap so yea i see our future there. [me, chrissie, frances, and therese. lmao] haha. urk so moving on.. evewiwun was noisy. we have less than a month to say byebye to our books and prepare ourselves for the big day. iono why but i am not that excited. i mean..iowana leave my sch0ol.. -YET- heehee! i guess ive been so attached to all the mem0ries n shit in z0bel that if ever given the choice to either go off to college or stay? ima sit my deadbeat ass on my g0odie ol' chair and jus stay there forever. haha dramaqueen! psh! how can i not feel this way? ive been studying in lasalle all my gs and hs life. archer pride.ü haha! well..in a few weeks time..whether i like it or not...i'll have to let go and move on with my life. [ahhh grow up gaga! haha] mmm. okay so enuff with this drama ish. heehee

i amm soo starting to love if youre not the one by daniel beddingfield. for reasons to be kept, my baby made me go gaga over this song. hahaha! [go ask him why yea uhuh? haha playin b!] hahahah! oh well. i also wanna download the acoustic version of im gonna get through this-- also by daniel beddingfield. sheyat. someone get me a good copy of that mp3 prettyy pllleaseee?!?! huhuhu! =\ ow and i still want me the mp3 of is it love by rkf feat jerusa. *snickers* huhuhu!

just a thought? my entry sh0uld have been twice as long as the one you are reading right now but uhh yea thanks to blogger..s'all gone. punyeta! *kicks a can* oh well. thas umm..all i guess? ima blog if ever something SENSIBLE comes up. [did i mention the words if and ever?] bag0ink!

2003-02-16T04:18:00.000-08:00

erm...today, twasnt all that happy yappy oh so glee sunshiney..heehee. iowana talk about it. *sigh* but umm..thanks t0 my b and apol, everythings g double o d g0od now. [or so it seems?!] xiexie u guyz...for making me crack. hahahaha! oh well.. this m0rnie, hannah texted me. apparently, she went t0 alabang [f0r s0me unknown reason..heh] anyh0w, i dint get to go to atc cos i wasnt feeling well and i was talking to b so yea there. sayang. next time nalang :) oh well. so how was my weekend?...so far...uhh things are ummm iono..unstable. one minute, s'all colorful..the next...all gl0omy n shit. oh well. so umm hol up, ima blog about the things that happened to me last fwiyie n yesti.

--------Feb 14, Fwiyie. "Baboinks Day"

evewiwun was making a big fuss over that "urk" day. day wherein everyone had to let our their mushy side. haha! twas okay. haha! gear gave all the ladiezzz in our class uhmm iono watchu call 'em..basta the glass fl0wer thingie. haha sweet :) oh well. am- we had an assembly then aftoi that, headed back to our r0omz. [psh. fuck our physics teacher. i swear, that guy has NO HEART!] then came recess time.. pete went to sch to meet up with aibs. yiiii! aftoi that, we went to the audit0rium to watch amelie. awww twas sooo nice! hahaha cute movie. a bit strange and uhh hard to understand [tis a french film so yea we had to rely on the subtitle. haha! due to technical difficulties..it took around 30 minutes jus to fix the player..hahah!] i suggest you guys watch it. ü pm- after lunch, we went naman to cpa to watch the viva maria thingie. erm...uhh okay no comment. *shuts* aiban almost lost her watch [the one pete gave her for her bdoi.] i helped her look for it and uhh luckily, the guy in the canteen returned it [unintenti0nally. psh! some lame excuse he g0t.] after that, i went to tin's place. yadda yadda yadda.. jobo picked me up. wee! :)

we went to atc and met up with my friends. heehee. c0olness. pur0 c0uples. me&jobo. cher&johp. shaun&marsh. gino&grace. ow yea.. kai, d0nn, and lawrence also went to fridays. hahaha [threes0me? haha playin!] erm blabla...OKAY SO MOVING ON..b dr0pped me off to my place aroun 10? 10:30? did i get that right? so umm yea there. dumdidumdumdum. belated happy bab0inkdaee! yabyu baby! :) *mwa*

--------Feb 15, Saturdae.

yay! i met up with jobo awoun 1:30-2? haha iont remember. oh well. we went to atc to watch they. putangina. waste of money dud! haha! ummm oh well. aftoi that...road trip. twas a bit traffic. -fast f0rward- went to festi to help my b find a nice pair of sh0es. he b0ught 2. wawi so yaman! hahaha *tease tease* kidding baby! :) after that, we went back to atc to watch shanghai knights. hahaha funny shiat! after that, we went to the park near d0ña annie here in alabang hills and sorta hung out. =P ayum so happy.

okay so there. got nothing more to yapp about. hahahah! ciao! :)

2003-02-12T05:08:00.000-08:00

haiyow world. today, everythings peachy fine..[xcept for the fact that i failed my math lt due t0 carelessness. huhuhu. i couldve gotten the highest score in my class. deng] so anyway, we practiced for our play [again.] heehee. we also had our quiz in math. twas otai otai btw. lmao. hahaha! what else? erm our music teacher made us mem0rize the grad song. we went chop-chop this morning. freaky! good thing i wasnt called to sing a few lines from the song. ohhh well! dumdidumdumdum..nothing much happened in school.

ow yayness..i got my fone back...anddddd imm baccckk inn the biiizzz. [lmao.] heehee! :) ayum so happy. ow yea..can't wait til fwiyie. heehee!

my puter went bazerk awyl ago and uhh something cwazy happened to my kazaa but then s'all good now. yay! thank you thank you! wahaha! punyeta some of the songs got cancelled. huhu oh well. shiat.

--currently chatting in irc with apol and b--

heehee. got nothing to say. lmao. on fwiyie, were allowed to wear civillian. hahaha! [pr0vided we wear a red shirt. deng. hahaha! bl0ody] oh well. i bet tis gona be hella traffic on vday. *beep beep*

im g0ing gaga over apol's favie song-- how did you know by chiqui pineda. lmao. ow and daniel beddingfield's if youre not the one. wonder why i wub that song? hihi. *looks at b* luvvv youuuu! wahahah! *mwah* okay so there. thas all i guess? nanyt all :P

2003-02-11T01:10:00.000-08:00

this morning, we practiced for our play in el fili. haha. well, we dint do much so umm yea nothing special happened. anyhow, bessie arrived pretty early this m0rnie. lmao. [sumfin to be proud about..] what else? bah! iono. hahaha. my life is sooo dull. shoot me. dayumn. everyones talking about the big day.. [vday] i still dont know whats gona happen. hopefully, i get to go out with b. heh! newei, i uhh.. i really have nothing to put in here. haha. toldj0o my life is boring. iono why even bother keep an online journal. i mean, its not like my life is peachy peachy perfect right? bwabwa! no rainbows n shit. la di da.

2003-02-10T02:16:00.000-08:00

oww btw, here are some of the pix0es.

+prom+

me
my bes aiban
uhh witches?
groupie!!

+classr0om+

class1
class2
me&tin
me&tin2

2003-02-10T01:56:00.000-08:00

erm..its been a while since i last went online. haha. how do you do this again? bwabwa kidding. so umm there. i had a tight sched. [bah! sched. haha!] okay. les start with friday--feb7.üüü our monthsawee. yay!!! *hOp hoP* hahaha! ayUm so hapee! bwabwa! apee m0nsy baby! haha! we met around 5:30 @ uap. roadtrip. yadda yadda yadda. went straight to ateneo to watch the ss concert. [btw, twas really and i mean REALLY traffic that night. putangena. hahaha! and we thought we'd never make it..dumdidum] hahaha. when we got there, the line was dead-long. hahaha. it seemed as if therez no tomorrow. haha! nehu, as we were nearing the entrance [yeah right!] we saw my ahia, his friend job, and ate kat. [thank God] wahaha! *hOpness* they spared us from falling in line like hell jus to get in. :) tenshu, tenshu! so there...we met up with apol and her friends. [finally!! after 6 years of non-stop chicka with apol. not to mention, 6 wonderful years of friendship with that gaga...i got to meet her in person. lmao!!!] we had fun. errm actually, sila ate kat kept ditching me and jobo. huhu! hahaha! i wonder why? *hums* the place was pretty hot and uhh jampacked. no actually, twas n0t that crowded but if you go near the stage, u wont be able to move. my ahia was tellin me...its like being in a can of sardines. haha. apparently, they barged in the crowd when everybody started jumping and pushing each other back and forth cos nina started singing. punyeta. hahaha! that was so not cool. for some reason, i dont like that girl. dont get me wrong..she's a good singer and all. i have nothing against her voice nor her songs. jus that im somewhat jealous. why u may ask? bah! tis for me to know and for you to find out. *taas kilay kay b* hahaha! playin b! ayon! after some more special numbers from unknown artists [haha meron ba? i wasnt paying attention kc e. was too cranky that time. hee!] ss started playin their songs. haha. i dint like their performance tho. well, okay naren. but they couldve done so much better than that. [also i wasnt familiar with some of their songs] hahaha. funny the way pe0pz reacted when they sang out of my league and passenger seat. hehe!

aftoi the concert, we went straight to eastwood to have a vewy vewy late dinner. we f0rced apol, ate kat, and hazel to tag along. at first, they dint wanna go cos according to them, we need all the privacy that we could get. punyeta, i sooo waited for that night cos i soooo wanna meet them tapos ganun. hahaha! buti nalang apol's mom said yes. haha! we found ourselves screaming our lungs out after she hung up. bwabwa! yay! so there. we got there around 12:10? ate dinner..did some talking..yadda yadda then parted ways around 1a. haha! they had to leave early cos ate kat has a class early that day. sayang. well, at least we got to spend time with our irc friends. :) nice, nice way to start a brand new day. :)

saturday--feb8. woke up around 11:30a. called my b to ask if hes still gona go here and all. after planning whats gon' happen, i took a bath and fixed myself up. i couldnt wait to see my b. lmao. --fast forward-- we met at d0max around 3p and went straight to atc to watch a movie. we saw 2 weeks notice. twas nice :) hahaha! after that, we went to ate mariska's place to eat dinner. [twas her grad party btw..] blablabla it'll take forever to make kwento so ima cut it here. *bow*

sunday--feb9. heard mass in the morning.. ate lunch outside with my mom and my ahia.. went to the drugstore to buy my medicine and went home to rest. haha. iont remember what else happened yesti. haha that day was somewhat slow for me. oowww..btw..i talked to apol and jobo pala. *hits the fl0or, hard* dumdimdumdumdum! hahaha! so there

monday--feb10. got to school early and did some talking. my bessy's late..again. hahaha [i wonder why......*hop*] we dint do much. yay! no formal lessons n all. wee! ohh yea...funny how evewiwun reacted when aimee announced inside the classroom that no one [in our class, that is.] passed sa upcat [yeahpp! u read it right. hahaha!] we werent expecting to pass naman e. puchex! hahaha! kahet waitlisted dud, nada! hahahahah! *hits the fl0or* boi, did we have a g0od laugh... [right guys? heh. im assuming..some of my classmates are g0na read this. MGA CHIZMO! hihi] ayon. sad to say, were not smart enuff for them. heh! lmao! oh yea, congrats to my kumare for passing the upcat shiat. hahaha! so smart naman. nax! *silaw* kidz! :)

..currently chatting.. boring my self to death.. waiting for my b.. waiting for my friends to go online..and ohh thinking about prawn dumplings. HAHA! :) thas all i guess? byeo!

2003-02-04T05:25:00.000-08:00

today, nothing much happened. haha. twas plain, dull, and BORING. there were sum happy m0ments tho [as expected. i have the wackiest classmates, ever!] anyhow, we had our lt in math this afternoon and it really got me thinkin. actually, it got me waay bey0nd thinkin. haha. i cannot explain how hard the test was. ima flunk, foreal. huhu. oh well...as they say, look on the bright side. [urk.. i cant seem to find the bright side.. haha] so umm there. petey decided to lend me his fone. [thank you soo much. i swear, i wont put a single scratch on it.] haha funny. he even bought a new casing for his fone so that when i get it, it'll look presentable raw. haha. thas so nice of him. haha. he dropped by our school around dis. time, met up with aiban, and gave me the fone. twas so dyahe! urk...*shrugs* nehooz.. thank you, thank you, thank youu petey. haha. when i get my fone back, ima return ur cellie. haha. i promise. dumdidumdumdum.

frances went to my house a while ago but before that, we went to the mall to buy sum stuff. i bought a prepaid card [i soo need one right now. heh] a gift for my b. [7 7 7 7 ohh i cant wait. :) im soOo happyYy babyYy!] and something for me that matches the thingie i bought for b. heh. iont really wanna tell. hahaha. so umm there. yay! haha! *hops til eternal*. aftoi that, we went straight home to do our thingie in cl. While doing that, we decided to watch sweetest thing [for the nth time---for me, that is.] blablabla. she left around 7p. as soon as she left, i called b. so umm there. he had to leave early tho. he has a game kasi e. oh well. so here i am, chatting the night away. [no ones online. bah!] erm..got nothing more to say. heh. ciao!

ow ow btw...got the prom pix0es and the ones we t0ok last thursday during our automotive class. ima post 'em some other time. hehe! byebye!

2003-02-01T23:57:00.000-08:00

so umm there. i miss ate kat and apol. its been a while since i last saw them online. aww. oh well. thats life. heehee! yesti, i went to galle with b. we watched 8 mile. twas okay. twas pretty bitin tho but umm..im no movie critic so there. urk..nehu, im realllyyy scareed. my dad's here na. =\ shiat. i want my fone baccck!! baby ooohh..get me my fonee!!! haha playin. amm..*oOmph* where are my pawtnahs? yuHooo..sunsh0ine and apol...weeerr yaaa attt? bwabwabwa! :) ngik. im bored. otay so back to my story.. aftoi that, we met up with my ahia and ate mariska. we ate dinner at tj's. funny how my ahia tried to keep his food all to himself. at first, he was like.."oh gusto mo?" (in a not so madamot way) but then, ate mariska kept telling me and jobo na kulang pa iyon sa kanya. hahahaha! he even went: "good for two iyan?!" hahaha! bah! so newei..after eating the appetizers, my ahia tried the steak fetuccine thingie. bwabwa. i could really tell it wasnt exactly what he had hoped for. i could tell by jus looking at his face. hahaha! after that, he was more than willing to share. haha too bad we dint like the pasta so he had to finish it all. hahaha! while waiting for the bill to arrive, we found ourselves being served by someone who looked exactly like my friend in school. hahahha! shiat. shhhh! so there. we stayed there until 10 then parted ways. bah. i was dead tired. urk. there you go. *bow* hee!

2003-02-01T23:31:00.000-08:00

supp0sedly, ima blog yesti mornie but then uhh something strange happened to blogger. i think the site was down or sumfin so umm, ima post it now. heh. forgive me.

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everything is so not going right for me. only good thing right now is that umm..i have my friends and my b. ioreally wanna get down to details n shit cos its sumwat private but umm yea..my life is so screwed. i jus cant seem to stand my family. iont even wanna stay here. if ever i get the chance..i swear ima change everything from scratch.

iont think i'd be able to go online for quite some time. no no..hol up..i can. but then, iono how often. maybe once in a while. if i have the time...and if im in the m0od. so umm a lil sumfin sumfin for uhm my truest friends in irc. actually, therez only 3 uv em. hahaha. cos i cant seem to trust evewiwun. i can..but umm...theyre diff. theyre my pawtnahz. heehee. so umm..here g0es..

sunsh0ine* amishu ate kat. umm thank you. for always being there for me. everythings so not okay but im trying to hang on. were still not talking. and i still plan to leave this house if ever something negative comes up. so umm there. ow..and i really, really wanna have my fone back. haha. i sound so desperate huh? haha..well ate kat..just in case ud like to know..im about to go gaga na po. wahaha. damn. =\ okay kidding aside? im really not happy. well...TRYING. but its so fwikkin hard to smile. my face hurts when i smile. bah! haha. tryin to act all bitter ba? puchek. nehu, i really appreciate the offer but i know tis gona be hard ren for u. sorry for all the hassle sunshoine. ill try to call aiit? thanks so much. ayabyu! *mwuGgle*

apol* hei apol. [supp0sedly, ima post this sa comment shiat but uhh for some reason, it dint work. so here nalang. heh..] its been quite long huh? well umm..jus dropped by to say hi or sumfin. everything is soo not going well for me. uhm issues with my parents and all. ill umm try to call u when i get the chance to even use my fone. fucker. btw, my dad got my cellie so jus in case ur planning to umm text me or sumthin? it'll be put to waste. putangena. im so fuckin depressed. oh and btw? stephen speaks is so screwed. hopefully, they'd let me go. but as of now..everyone's treating me like shit except for jobo and my friends. so umm there. gooluck girl. yabyu. :( ---err there. heh. hopefully, u get the picture. if ur somewhat confused by the things that i jus said... ask ate kat or jobo kei kei? keep safe!

baby* ayow! howayoo? umm corz i wanna thank you for always being there for me. for making me feel loved. i really appreciate all the eff0rts uve been exerting jus to make me smile. jus to see me. jus to cheer me up. that means a lot to me. seriously.. iowant u to think that im somewhat abusing ur kindness and all thas why its really okay if you cant go here. i mean, i know ur tellin me u wanna go here but my place is so far from where you live so shiat. haha. umm there. jobo, thank you for being so patient with me and for sticking around whenever something unpeachy comes up. ima try to keep my promises and umm..i promise to text u everytym ima go sumwer so u wouldnt act all worried n stuff. iowana see you sad. i mean, i know uve been sad ever since this bullshit came up but i swear, after this..ill make it up to you. hopefully, you wont give up on me. sorry sa lahat ng hassle. =\ and sorry for somewhat giving you a hard time tryin to teach me how to drive a 'not so user friendly car.' [manual] ulet kanina. wahaha. i forgot na how e. i think i need to practice some more. no, no..iont think..I KNOW. haha. shit. wala kasing manual here so im used to driving matic. pakshit. ow and one more thing..thank you for lending me ur sim. ayabyu baby! *mwa* tc for me aiit?

dumdidumdumdum. tc guys.

2003-01-26T00:19:00.000-08:00

prom was fun, fun, fun, freaky, freaky, fun! heh! i cant wait to see the pix0es. haha. twas better than the prom last year. f0real. heh. sorry guys. heehee. nehu.. me, aibs, and kai w0re the same color. hahaha. [blaCk.] funny the way pe0pz looked at us. one of our friends even asked: hey girls? been bitter lately? aiban was like: ow, our color? its fly. fash0. hahahah! oh well. candy sponsored the said event. they even took our pictures. [the pe0pz at our table, thas one..and me and my bessie, thas two.] lmao. haha. what else? ohhh..hahah me and my friends got pissed cos of the mc. i think our school invited one of the dj's of umm..10-- sumfin. iono..some radio-bull station. hehe. typical dj. i swear.. i wanted to wring his neck. puchex, his voice was annoying. okay so there. umm we had our pix0es taken. umm umm..ohh yea..my feet died last night. hahaha. twas screamin for mercy. *hits the fl0or* we danced til we dropped and uhh..we left around 12:30? we all decided to go to sibil but uhh due to over population and limited space [heh wtf?!] we agreed to go to blueonion instead. when we got there, as expected, twas also crowded and the line was hella long. we then waited outside faz0lis cos some of our friends werent there yet. aftoi that, we went to culture. bah. no one was in the mood to dance cos they were all tired from dancing n shit so we jus sat there and sort of like hung out or sumfin. heh. aimee wus pretty sabog. blablabla yadda yadda yadda. after meeting up with the other pe0pz, we went back to eastwood around 3am then uhh we decided to call it a night. so umm there. that really IS going to be a night to remember. ;P

2003-01-22T02:50:00.000-08:00

heyyyhooooooowwwwwwwwwwww!!! uuurrrk! *oOmph* yayness! didjoo miss me? corz not. teehee. *snuffles* nehoooie, apol got mee the tickeetsss forrrr ss!!!! CAN U SAY COOL?! heehee! tenshooo soo muccchh pawtnaaah!!!!!!!! ayabyuuu! hahaha! she's so deng nice. she even missed her class jus to get me (my ahia pala) those tickets. weeeewoo! hahaha! ayum so happy!! ;)

i owedi got my gown. isho nice. heh. iono if i look owyt tho. hahaha. well..im hoping i'd look presentable during my prom. psh. tis gona be boring. iono why but uhhh not everyones gonna go. some of my chickas arent going. originally, i was planning to jus skip the said event but my bessie forced me so there. aftoi that, iono whats gonna happen. haha no plans yet. bahala na dud!

mmm..lotsuv students from different schools went to zobel this morning to watch some show. *curious* haha. iont even know whats on. sheesh. haha. what else? hei hei hei, we finally heard our gradsong. its so fwikkin nice. i swear! its a mix of coldplay, jars of clay, and creed style-- nhamsayin? haha its not much of a gradsong material cos it doesnt sound like one, believe me. *hop hop hop* but its reallllyyyy niceee!!!!! kim ho joong-- the composer of the song, is so fuckin gifted. i wish i had his talent. haha ASA! nehu, wish they dint revise the song cos the umm original version sounded so much better than the new version. oh well. tsk!

i so wanna cook my math teacher alive. iont care if she gave me a high grade last quarter..psh! i worked my ass out jus to get that. should i thank her? I THINK NOT! she's so malabo. bah! nehooz, smile rach..smile. *boink*

oh btw, i watched the ring [english version] yesti with b. hahahaha. fweaky dud pare men! good thing sex and the city was on when i got home. somethin to keep my mind off that fweaky, fweaky flick. i found it hard to sleep that night. heh. so sad. what the hell is wrong with me? hahaha! i jus dont get me. i mean, ayum a scaredy cat but i love watching scary movies. haha. urk.. prolly cos i like to scare my pants off? but uhhh after that?..puchek. deadmeat dude. hahaha! scary the way samara climbed out of the well, walked towards the screen, and crawled out of the television noh? yeeeeek!

urrrk.. what to put, what to put? hahaha. im running out of words. hee! ciao!

2003-01-18T02:42:00.000-08:00

aiiiyyyoooww!!! heehee. waddup?! erm..isho boring. got nothing to do. heh. nehu.. last night, a lot of things happened. such a kweysi night if u ask me. hehehe. whack. iowana talk about it. [the cwazy part, that is] *zips her mouth* hehehe. so there. b went here last night. we went to aiban's party. haha. twas okay. not much of a happy yappy oh so funky party. just umm..a dinner party. stayed there for like an hour or so?!..had a few drinks [heh, we had to leave early. and im bawal uminom so there.] and the rest is history. *smilez* hehe. urk.

okay so moving on, i woke up around 6a. bessy called me to ask if she and pete could drop by or somethin. wawi. haha. what else? urk iono? such a boring day. heh. okay so thas all i guess? ahaha bah! sheesh...what the hell is happening to me? all of a sudden.. im so ewan when it comes to blogging n shit. *hits the fl0or*

2003-01-16T18:30:00.000-08:00

should i be happy?! went to school this morning to get my report card. i guess i could say i did well.. im top 2 in my class and im really happy about it. im top1 in my math class. my teacher said its really my quarter. so there. that really made my day. [ to think twasnt all that sunshiney when i woke up =x ] bah! but my wonderful mom had to ruin it all. how so? for a fresh start, she cussed at me for not making it to ateneo. i owedi got my letter and i was not in the mood to open it so i just threw it. i dint even look at the name. when my teacher gave me the letter, she was lookin at my mom. she went, "thas okay mam, this really is a tuff year. anyhow, u should be proud of ur daughter.. she's got good grades.. she passed two of the best universities in the country.. and she has potential" guess what my mom said? she went.. "yes.. maybe. but still not good enough for ateneo." FAKKAR. that really made me sad. she then left the room and talked to some of her amigas. my teacher jus said, "rachelle dont mind ur mom. congratulations.. " *sigh* biatch. oh well. after that.. she cussed at me inside the car and said really mean things. putangena. whatfuckinever. bah!

ima cut now. im not in the mood to blog.

ohh btw..HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIBAN!!! love you bessy. keep safe. *mwah*

2003-01-16T02:03:00.000-08:00

err..jus checkin if this thing still works. heh.

2003-01-10T21:51:00.000-08:00

a lot of things happened. some are soo not making me happy but uhh i'd rather shush. so there. im forced to wear glasses and this time.. tis f0real. if i dont wear it everyday, it'll get even worse. what else? err i watched dekada 70 yestie. urk.. got nothing to say. what is happening to me? lately, i've been really lazy. sadbum. nehu, my friend texted me a while ago tellin me the names of the pe0pz who passed in admu. sad to say, she dint see the whole list. [or so it seems?] hahahah shit. iono but i got the feeling she's prolly tryin to break it off in a 'not-so-harsh' way that i dint pass. she couldve went: hey rache, u dint pass. urk..that wouldve been so much better. at least i wouldnt feel queasy and all. hahaha. im about to lose my mind in here. APOOOL huhu tell me nalang straight. reality d0es bite. urk..whatta sad day.

2003-01-09T04:16:00.000-08:00

s0rry for not blogging for the longest time, ever. [as of now. hee] been busy -slash- out lately. so there. uhh im not really in the mood to blog. i have an interview for uanp on monday. hassle. i really hope i pass. OH, and apol's gonna check if i passed admu or not. oh pretty please.. i wanna pass ateneo t0o. heehee. okay so guys, jus a reminder.. it is free to dream. :) SO DREAM BIG *hits the fl0or*

nehu, i passed all the tests in our QE. *whew* thas a relief. hOpNeSs! lmao. also, i was able to submit all the requirements for cl and math. sheesh. first week of classes and were already being harrassed by our teachers. have a heart you guys. oh.. have a SOUL, rather. haha. err what else?

s0mething big came up. i think ima shush. *smiles* heh.

ow yea..i know someone's been backbiting me. that person IS getting into my nerves. i havent d0ne a thing to that biatch and still.. bah! do try to keep this in mind: I AM NOT AS DUMB AS U THINK. if ur not fond of me, then so be it. not like i care. and can i jus tell u?! I AM NOT FOND OF YOU EITHER. if u wanna get somethin off ur chest, do talk to me. dont go actin all crazy when im around and suddenly shift into bein inn0cent and all when someone confronts you. pathetiQ nuff sed.

people nowadays.. pffft.

2003-01-06T01:52:00.000-08:00

dint get to blog yestie cos pretty much, i was out the whole time. nehu, my friend came over and then we heard mass in the aftern0on [ i heard mass twice. we were late tho. ] after that, we went to mcdo to buy some f0od and dropped by my bessies place to give her the f0od n to say hi nawen. i miss that gaga. :) heehee. aftoi that, we went to my place and did nothing. oh btw, our driver passed away last night. do pray for him. =x sigh. uhh so there. heehee. im not in the m0od to blog.

bah! wupsie. haha so how did my day go? err..twas n0rmal alrite. nothing much happened. the windburn on my upper lip is slowly healing. awi and yay at the same time! err what to put, what to put? iono. haha. im really not in the mood. la di da.

before i forget, belated happy birthday to my friend. may you have more boitdays to come!

2003-01-03T19:29:00.000-08:00

went to the mall with my friends and some other pe0pz yesti. [ kai, aimee, cher, therese, donn, lawrence, muni, johp, bernie, barlo, uhh the guy they call kulot?! is that it? haha.., ow and nico ] wasnt all that 'fun' as i expected it would be. nehoo, after waiting for almost an hour and a half, my friend still hasnt showed up so i decided to go there by myself. haha. mm so there, we hung out at sbc and drank chocoshake. yummi. afterwhich, we headed to gotcha to check out the venue. twas okay. a bit stinky and fwikkin HOT so yea there, me, cher, and therese decided not to play. besides, were not complete. [my bes aint there. =( there's plenty of time for that anyhow..i'll jus try it next time] we decided to play billiards instead. after feeling dizzy [cos of the smoke] we went back to gotcha to pick them up. we then decided to have our pix taken but then change of plans, we went to the arcade instead. hahaha..we wanted to ride xta-seat but then twas under repair so we jus bummed around the place and the others played. haha. i played percussion freaks. damn im good. *big big smile* hahaha! jop and muni tried the horsie thingie. hahaah funnnyyyyy talaga! hahaha! nico on the other hand played the maracas shiat. haha he l0oked really silly tryin to shake the thingies in the right place. after that, they all decided to go to the karaoke area. boi, lets skip this part *hops all the way to the next scenario* *hinthint (nico really sucked)* we then went to gilligans. [is that the way u spell it?! bah whatever. haha] ordered some drinks and pulutan. did some catching up on each others lives and then went separate ways. me, cher, and therese had our pics taken tho. hahahah! check em' out. im the one in black. the one in pink is cher and the witol one wearing a white shirt is therese.

whatfuckinever

oh btw, i woke up around 5a cos of an attack. putek yan. someone kill me now. they brought me to the hospital then i got out around 9:30a and went straight home to rest. so there. im okay now. ;) urk urk before i forget..i have a windburn on my upper lip. awii! =( *puts medicine* shit. oh well.. that's all for now. ima blog later if something comes up.

2003-01-02T20:22:00.000-08:00

slept around 2:30a? 3a? and woke up around 6:30a. heh. my mom woke me up cos i have driving lessons. i t0tally forgot. nehooie, s'all good. haha. im 100% awake the whole time. hahaha prolly c0s i had a good sleep in the aftern0on due to b0redom. got absolutely nothing to do yestie. lmao. err so there.

im waiting for my friend to pick me up. wer goin to the mall. yay! gotcha!!! thing is, if the venue is all doity and stinky and if tis gon' be too vi0lent, ima watch them nalang and prolly watch a movie after. haha. this is g0na be fun, fun, fun. class gimmick [and some other pe0pz from the other sections] uhhh.. okay im running out of words now? haha.

yuh0o apol...wer yoo at?! amisho0 pawtnah. hehe. get ur perky ass down here in manila na wotei?! hahaha aren't u b0red in baguio?! *dumdidumdum* HAHA! okay. wala lang. =)~

2003-01-02T20:07:00.000-08:00

bits of lyrics from my favie songs..ü

Karen White- Superwoman

I'm not your Superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
As a token of love from you to me.

Amel Larrieux- Make Me Whole

your eyes are the windows to heaven
your smile could heal a million souls
your love completes my existence
your the other half that makes me whole
. . . . . . . . . .
you make my dreams come true over and
over again
and i honestly truly believe
you and me are
written in the stars
i live my whole life through
to givin' thanks to you

Hoku- You First Believed

It was you who first believed
In all that i was made to be
It was you lookin in my eyes
You held my hand
And showed me life
And i've never been the same
Since you first believed

Nina- Jealous

and you know i'd fight the good fight
if i thought id change your mind
but if she makes you happy
then ill leave the dream behind
man, she better treat you right
and give you everything
and the moment that she doesnt
ill be waiting in the wings

Out Of My League

its her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that im falling
further in love
makes me shiver
but in a good way
. . . . . . . . . .
she's all that i see
and she's all that i need
and im out of my league
once again

El Debarge- Time Will Reveal

i know just how you feel
but this time loves for real
in time it will reveal
this special love is deep inside of us
will all reveal in time

Damage- Wonderful Tonight

i feel wonderful
because i see the love
thats right in your eyes
and the wonder of it all
is that you just dont realize
how much i love you

Edwin Mccain- Ill be

ill be your crying shoulder
ill be love suicide
ill be better when im older
ill be the greatest fan of you life
[too long. the whole lyrics makes me shiver but in a good way *winkwink*]

Kevon Edmonds- 24/7

oh how i waited for this moment in my life
its you that i adore
baby with you i am secure
my life is in your hands
and now i understand
what it means to be in love again
never gonna let you go

*deep deep sigh*

2003-01-01T21:47:00.000-08:00

i went to lto this morning for my students permit. huhu iowana drive. waaahh pray for our driverrr pretttty pleasssee! *sad sad face* neh0oie.. as i was about to go up, i saw my old friend mike. boi was it good to see him again. heh. funny, i keep on seeing him in weird places. i mean, yea we live pretty much in the same area but i keep on seeing him in different [can i jus say far?!] places like glorietta [with his gf. hehe they watched the ring-- same sched as ours. whack.] mmm so there. aftoi that, we went to the hospital to visit mang dex. still the same ol' shit. nothing much has changed. he's still unconscious. =| sigh.

hahaha oh so moving on....something funny happened this m0rning. *hits the fl0or* please wait for me while i pull myself t0gether. HAHA. i saw this weally weally cute, petite, newb0rn baby. ahw. after a few minutes of non-stop aww's and ahhh's..i then asked my mom to dr0p by the nicu [nursery intensive care unit] before we leave so we could take a peek on the babies. haha as i was l0okin at them one by one..i heard something loud bonk the glass. hahaha. twas my mom. haha she dint bring her glasses so she had a hard time seeing things clearly so yea..haha she b0nked her head on the glass window. haha i kept laughin. everytym i'd giggle, she'd pinch me and go "u brat..." hahahaha funny. that made me smile, REALLY. hahah so thas about it. :) oh btw, g0tcha tom. YAYNESS! *hops till eternal* keep safe y'all.

2002-12-31T20:12:00.000-08:00

first day of year 2003. wawi. whats so special about it? uhh im yet to discover that.. but as of now, i'd rather stay in front of my pc and blog my heart awt. toink. well...we jus lost our driver. [ he is still alive, jus that he wont be able to drive for us no more.. =( ] oh well. thats really sad. iowana drive. i jus hope they find a replacement driver before classes resume. oh pretty pretty pleaseeeeee. huhu.

neh0oz, im startin to wub out of my league. *smiles* hehe. it just makes me float. heh. uhh what else? what to put? err.. my tummy went cranky lastnight. [ some kind of commotion goin on inside my tummy..lmao..haha thas my friend's fave line. oh well ] i couldnt explain the pain. heh. its different from the mild attacks ive been having so yea there.. i had to put down the fone and bug my mom. she let me sleep in her room which made me feel a little less cranky but mind you, she did not forget to mention all the do's and dont's when it comes to eating yadda yadda yadda over and over and OVER and OVER again. o-kay. mmm so there, first thing she made me do when i woke up was to eat a heavy breakfast. i feel so bloated now. uhh otay got nothing more to say. hehe. happy new year!

2002-12-31T19:57:00.000-08:00

i was supp0sed to post this one last night but f0r s0me strange reas0ns...i found it very hard to publish. iono why. so here g0es.. heehee! sumthins pr0lly up with blogger..grrness.

2003's fast approaching. bah. iono why but i can't seem to say g0odbye to 2002. heh. ***still hangin*** hanging t0 wut u may ask? heh. i'll have to kill u foist. haha. no..kidding aside, iono..im having strange vibes. i jus hope 2003's gona be a blast for me and hopefully, it g0es smooth and peachy bright for me and the ones i love most. ü btw..do pray for mang dexter, [our driver] he's been our driver f0r almost 20 years now and what breaks my heart is that he actually had a stroke this morning and that he is very much in a bad situation right now, not to mention all the pain and suffering hes going through.. i feel s0rry for his family. =| so much for a safe, healthy, worry-free celebration...teehee..life can be really unfair huh? *deep sigh*

uhh changing the topic, i wanna apologize to someone--- sorry for all the wrong things ive d0ne to u and for having offended u in so many ways. :( err..sigh. so there. iowana mention much in my blog.

can i jus tell u? GLOBE IS SO SCREWEDDD!!! i've been sending messages to myself since 4p and upto now, my fone hasnt made a single sound. waaaa. shiat. oh well...HAPPY NEW YEAR Y'ALL keep safe okay?! and dontchoo go touching those nasty firecrackers. yudowana start the year with lotsa wounds, scratches, incomplete sets of fingers, and blood now wouldjoo?! im sure i dont. =P okay thats just about it.

2002-12-30T16:54:00.000-08:00

shit. =| nothin. jus needed to get it out of my system. to sha, friend. *winks at her* haha at least someone's patient enuff to talk my way out of this mess. haha. oh well.